lostreverie-

2009-06-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

hello i feel like a cow today.

2009-06-04T12:15:00.005+08:00

mOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOved
yeoyeoyeo.tumblr.com

Just emotions taking me over.

2009-06-03T18:35:00.004+08:00

1. I felt cheated in the morning, somehow. But it wasnt anyone's fault.

2. "Its because we dont have a say in this place, thats why we have to conform."

3. Am i settling for anything less, do i still fight have that fighting spirit? Shucks, no?

4. I managed to find this blog again! Do they actually eat those things? Unbelievable?

5. Trigonometry's not very tough actually. Why didnt i realise it before MYE!

6. Today is a very good hair day, i dont know why, it just is.

7. Although its the same thing, mixpod.com is easier to use than myflashfetish.com

8. I still think that Sj's got the cutest and nicest juniors ever.

9. Why must the weather always be so nice for sleeping when i feel like studying?

10. Kind of realised: I dont know you. Or maybe, just less than i used to.

Too strong for too long.

2009-06-02T19:05:00.007+08:00

HAPPYP BIRTHDAY YEO! :)
I was texting rachel today.
And she replied:
THANKYOU YEO! :)
Gosh, its like this is so old already, but everyone still loves using this.
YEO! xinmin.
YEO WHATSUP!
YOYOYEO XINMIN!
I think its amusing, but people, please be more creative, haha.

Morning went to hand in my rewritten essay.
Bought waffles, and it smells super nice but i cant eat in the bus.
I think im turning crazy already.
The first thing when i smell the waffles i was thinking:
What esther is the waffle smell made off?
NICE! ;D
Actually, do esthers only give fruits their smell?
Yeah i think so.
And in order for food to have smell, they must give out molecules, that are from volatile substances, escape into the air and we breathe them in.
And stinky stuff normally has sulphur in the compound.
( I USED THE INTERNET TO RESEARCH CHEM OKAYYYYY!)
HAHA TALK ABOUT CHEMISTRY OBSESSION: TOP FIVE OKAY.
Lets just see how it goes. B)

Anyway, theres no point in getting a big fat poster.
Go search youtube: cardboard miley
LOL, see what i mean?
And i dont want to meet anyone in person also.
Afterall hes, KB and not SYJ right!

After that, SY RG and i went to collect the sq tee.
CHIOOOOOO EH!
Accompanied RG for her dental, there was some health check thingy, COOL!
Now its liliac!
Talked alot, lol shiyuan and about SJX and me about SYJ. Renice SJS? No la.
But anyway all the same 苏 right!
Just thought that when i got home,i will try out and stretch the potential of my music player, throw in many many many songs and i'll see how! 100+?
Edit/Its under maintainence
And i will mass spam SJY's pictures, i promise that this will be the last time!
His 形象 in the show nice eh, and lol his hair nicely layered!
ZZZZ theres no frizz? Olive oil? LOL!
I NEED TO DRINK ALOT OF WATER BECAUSE ETHANOIC ACID DISSOLVES IN WATER.
(OKAY YOU CAN IGNORE ME.)
ETHANOIC ACID DISSOLVES IN WATER, AND YES IVE BEEN DRINKING TOO MUCH ETHANOIC ACID I DONT THINK YOU UNDERRSTAND THIS BUT TYPING IN CAPS IS ACTUALLY VERY FUN!

Actually, i think people who adresses others by (their name) followed by senior very irritating in real life and in shows.
xinmin senior? (squirms a little)
yijung sunbae? (in korean, BOF)
kaidoh senpai? (in japanese, POT)

HAHA AND I SAW SHIYUAN'S KIDDY PHOTO TODAY IN HER PHONE.
I STILL LIKE MEEEEE, HAHAH IM CUTERR ;D

Okay, now the image spam.

HAHA AMANDA HERES MY POST!

2009-06-01T21:40:00.004+08:00

Okay just some proof that i was once cute lol.
After reading amanda's blog, i found that 感觉 to change my life already, and lol, we're comparing baby photos.
SHOW YOU TWO!

The quality's not good, because i just take photo using my phone lol!
ITS LIKE I WAS VERY CUTE LAST TIME LEH.
SHIT, MY BRO ALSO.

Dont tag asking: WHAT HAPPENED?

[edit]
OH YAH!
NOW I DARE YOU TO POST YOUR PICTURE ON YOUR BLOG!
Hahah, i think i was really cute leh.
IM IN LOVE WITH MYSELF!

Another reason

2009-06-01T13:31:00.005+08:00

Am i going to work hard for organic chemistry test?
Haha, MRS LAM's going to korea to see Lee Min Ho leh.
Goojunpyo?
Some Auntie杀手 also.

Haha, theres the question : Why all of the girls like that one ah, all like korean guys one leh.
I think in episode two, GJP said in his irritating manner.
"I’m good looking, tall, smart, and rich. How can you not like Goo Jun Pyo?"
Its like a classic line already.

I went home and my mum was doing some fruit juice thing.
Just in time, haha clears complexion.

Actually,
Even I run out of inspiration :/
While sourcing for inspiration for my newest _.
I got carried away.
This is what 181 is okay!
跑车跑车!
His hair's always v nice in the show lol.

Okay this is getting nowhere.

And I'm too tired to try;

2009-05-31T22:39:00.003+08:00

Always Getting Over You - Angela Ammons
Was I not enough stimulation,
Hit by a brake the other day,
Just when I thought that I'm okay.
You didn't like my conversation,
I can't come up with something new,
It doesn't really matter what I do.
So here's my observation:
You could never see it through my eyes,
And I'm too tired to try.

So don't call and say you're coming back for me.
Don't mean nothing,
I'm always getting over you.
And don't lie and say you're over me.
Don't mean nothing,
I'm always getting over you.

Was it too much aggravation,
You're telling me the way that I won't see,
And then I change my mind you disagree.
I used to be our inspiration,
You chase your mind you disappear
And I know it's never over.

Highlight of the day:
I was on the bus, and suddenly there was this big PLONK sound.
Can feel the impact on the bus.
Everyone was looking at the floor to see if someone dropped something.
Then there was this guy grinning an pointing at the top of the bus.
HAHA, a mango dropped on the bus la.
I dont know why this was funny but i think i was the only one laughing on the bus.
Dangggg, must have been so stupid.

I guess everyone else didnt know what happened.
Supeng was sitting infront of me, lol he didnt know what happened.
So i guess most of the people didnt know what happened but it was so funny.

Okay i went to Ikea today to get the shelving unit for my room.
Its like my family's getting some kind of room makeover.

Every Sunday's still wake up early day.
Tsktsktsk.
My brother will play the piano at like 9 am.
And my dad will bring the guitar and play sitting on MY BED.
And then my brother, after playing the piano will play his flute.
And today, something special:
He's playing the piccolo.
High notes, haha he's practicing for the botanic gardens thing.
Sometimes my brother plays the guitar too.
His strumming sucks, so i guess i can tell who's playing the guitar.
Sucky strummung: Bro.
Better strumming: Dad.

The computer really dosent interest me anymore.
Im not really over YJ yet, although i've stopped posting his pictures.
Everytime theres a scene with all four of them, and although GJP or YJH is saying something, i will look at SYJ.

A little magic of the day:
Fairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.
- G.K. Chesterton

Hey i know you read this, you still do.

Que sera sera.

2009-05-30T23:26:00.003+08:00

Im here wondering if i would ever be able to blend into all saints.
Its been nearly a year already.
Never be able to get high or be super enthusiastic about anything there, as compared to when im elsewhere.
Just been thinking today, after the sports meet.
And its like shucks, made some announcement today, and i got super nervous, even though im with eunice.
Its like theres not really alot of people, but i wasnt even half the nervous before doing devotion.
When im at church, my confidence of doing anything well just drops down to negative, and keeps falling from there on.
I once asked xh if she wants to go to church after tyby, but its like, since im not even comfortable in my own skin there, what can i say?
I feel so not in the mood today.

And woah, instant gratification is really not good all the time.
Watched BOF on TV, with super HD quality.
But i got sian because ive watched it already.
Chionged the show, but compromised on the quality.
Not very worth it huh?
Anyway the chinese voice's really bad.
Chandi has some high pitched irritating voce.

My dad was playing some really really old oldies today.

Que sera sera
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera sera.

Theres still this part of me that believes that i can change all my what-will-bes.
Que sera sera?
Shucks, shucks, shucks.

I will be still, and know You are God.

NITROME

2009-05-30T00:40:00.003+08:00

I WAS PLAYING THIS DUMB GAME.
http://www.nitrome.com/games/droplets/
BUT I COMPLETED ALL THE LEVELS.
Quite addictive but dumb.
LOL

KABOOOOOM!

Swine flu gets onto everyone's nerves.

Take me away.

2009-05-29T20:35:00.002+08:00

2 hours of statistics.
It made me even more stressed.
I think coach daniel's talk was not bad.
Lol, can identify with the three voices in my head.
The S voice says: Oh no what if i cant make it.
The I voice says optimistically: Can one lah, as long as you study hard impossibe is nothing right.
The S and I voice debates for a while.
The C voice comes in and says: Okay i really need to put things into action. Plan systematic study game plan ect.
I dunno where the D goes.
How can anyone be D when its studies?!
I guess my top concern is the one where it says:
If i did well previously, i must continue to do well.
Its not really like the teachers can rally scare me to study.
Its not like may parents are putting alot of pressure on me too.
The pressure comes from me myself and i.
Will i go crazy? Haha, wait and see right!
Haha, and lol i belong to the minority task orientated person.
DC special ehhh?
x)

Haha, and something random.
Jiahong is 186cm tall.
Goojunpyo is 185cm tall.
In the show his height looks okay like not very tall
But lol 1cm shorter than Jiahong is talllllllll!
WOW TALL.
Yijung is 1cm taller than soojunsheng.
And that is super tall also, idk.
Whats wrong with the koreans ah, tall eh!
I think the ultimate is shiyuan's current love, SJX.
190cm tall.
But nt a korean la.
WOWWWWWW GIANTTTT!
Siao siao.
Just amused at how tall people can be, reminded of the super tall guy i saw in the MRT.
He has to like tilt his head super lot so that his head dosent touch the top of the MRT.
Wasehhhhhh!
Tall, tall.

OKay i dont really have reasons to use the computer.
Not playing games
Not watching shows
Not talking to anyone.
Been listening to korean songs.
Although i dont understand but it still keeps me interested.
And the english in the songs is usually very bad.

WASH IM STILL QUITE AMAZED AT HOW PEOPLE CAN GROW SO TALLLLLL.
But im ok with my height lol.
Hope i stop growing, because its only then that i can start operation B and then go for S and then, live happily ever after, maybe.

ANYONE WANTS TO GO TO THE BOTANIC GARDENS.
Not to see aijia or the costumes.
CCHMS's band is playing too.
LOL, i wannnnnnnnnt t see my brooooo playyyy!

My hands are not crammmmping or anythinggggggg.
;DDD

Anyway, going out with my parents for japanese meals is really LOL.
WASABI SPAMMAGE.
Sometimes its so bad we will hammer each other and seriously, wasabi is super power lol.

花语

2009-05-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

Before i sleep:
FLOWERPOWER!

Colours!

Yellow
A yellow flower is a symbol of happiness, friendship, enthusiasm, luxury, success, pride and treachery. It also represents the jealousy.

Red
A red flower is a favorite of youth as it represents an essence of emotions such as love and passion. It is also a symbol of courage, desire, admiration, constancy and respect. A red flower is a token of youth and enthusiasm.

Orange
You can represent your strong love, or a satisfaction of attaining the success through an orange flower. It is also a token of desire and enthusiasm. This vibrant color conveys satisfaction, confidence and passion for life.

Green
This refreshing color represents resilience, youth, health and good fortune. The green flowers send a message of pleasure, renewal and optimism.

White
White color itself is a symbol of peace and purity. If you ask what is the meaning of white color, you will get the answer that it is a token of purity, humility, innocence and silence. It represents the heavenly, pious and sincere feelings. The white blossoms convey an elegance and modesty.

Pink
The elegant pink flowers attract the lovers. Pink is a color of love. And hence, offering a pink flower expresses your love and passion for the other person. A light pink flower is a symbol of delicacy, gentleness, grace, admiration and confidence. A dark pink flower represents the emotions such as gratitude and appreciation.

Lavender
A lavender flower represents beauty, solitude and admiration. The lavender flowers are a token of grace, refinement and elegance. The lavender blossoms convey a message of a feminine beauty.

Peach pink
If you wish to express your sympathy, gratitude friendship or gentleness, then you can offer a peach pink flower.

Purple
This color is associated with the royalty and ceremony. The purple flower is a token of pride, dignity and success. The purple blooms represent admiration and accomplishment.

Blue
The blue flowers can reduce stress and worries. They represent serenity, openness and peace. A blue flower offers a cooling effect. It is a perfect gift that promotes the muse of an artist, poet or musician. The blue flowers can be a unique gift to boost the inspiration.

Numbers!

Single bloom, red – Love at first sight or I still love you
Single Rose, any color – Gratitude or simplicity
2 Roses – Mutual feelings
3 Roses – I love you
7 Roses – I’m infatuated with you
9 Roses – We’ll be together forever
10 Roses – You are perfect
11 Roses – You are my treasured one
12 Roses – Be mine
13 Roses – Friends forever
15 Roses – I’m truly sorry
20 Roses – I’m truly sincere towards you
21 Roses – I’m dedicated to you
24 Roses – Forever yours
25 Roses – Congratulations
50 Roses – Unconditional love
99 Roses – I will love you all the days of my life
108 Roses – Will you marry me?
999 Roses – I love you till the end of time

Types of flowers alot so go find it yourself la.
Haha i read this and LOL.
Venus Flytrap: Caught at Last

唱歌的蝉，把星星都吵醒，月光晒得很凉快

2009-05-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today, is just a normal day at school with sucky weather too.
Its like 2805 is not any special date right!

Okay here are the pictures of the shoes,

The words read:
Me, im a scene, im a drama queen.

From the song Best Damn Thing.
The lyrics just came into mind i dont know why too.

Seriously thinking about the whole enterprise thing.
But after Os!

After school, caught angels and demons with shiyuan peiyun and renice.
Wouldn't say it sucked, but its super different from the book.
Amanda said that the scenes were gross, but aiya its just okay nia.
The dug out eyeball looks okay.
And i thought robertlangdon would be more flustered, but he was like super chill in the movie, too unreal.
He still has the time to drink coffee wash face change clothes talk crap.
Seriously, one hour, one preferetti and finally theres going to be this highly explosive antimatter that can annihilate the whole city.
He drank coffee wash face change clothes talk crap.
Wheres the urgency manz.

The killing parts were not bad, woohoooooooooo.
Thought the assasin would be a cooler guy but, he dosent have the sleek feel.
And yes the movie changed the ending, so it dosent really click as well.
The book's better.
But since when are any movies better than the book?
The most disappointing part was that the last brand wasnt the illuminati diamond, it was some other lame thing.

The movie was 2hr plus long we were sitting at the 3rd row from the front and the seats at vivo were not comfortable.
Ended up with tired eyes and strained neck.
But the movies not really super bad, but it was just 'hmmmmmm...'
And maybe 'HUH?!' if you read the book.

Super tired now im going to sleep.
Tmr's mummy's birthday!

Hope i will have a nice dream.
Peiyun says that my hp wallpaper is unrealistic.
BUT WHAT SIA, PEOPLE HAPPY HAHAH!

Drawing out my study schedule tmr, the stress is seriously killing me, at time when i let it just run out of control.
Its like everytime i will worry, like what if i cant do this what if i screw up what if, and alot more what ifs.
Then being the super rational person i am, i will and know how to persuade myself to stop worrying. Its like theres not going to be any dead ends in life right, and theres alot more to life than grades.
So i have two voices in my head arguing all day long.
And not forgetting the third little voice at the background chanting: Its reallly not going to work, me having these little arguments, i've got to put everything into action.
Its complicated.

Was listening to MLB this morning.
Mood lifters, happy tunes, encouraging lyrics.
There was one line from So Sad.
总是给完了期待，然后难题一大块，重新来。
I guess thats sort of the line i think, that inspired the no expectation lifestyle theory.
I neeeeeeed sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!

给完了期待, 然后又能怎样？

Confused perfectionist.

2009-05-27T21:21:00.007+08:00

I forgot to type this yesterday.
You know whats the nicest smell on earth?
JASMINE!
Woooooo~ Its like super nice and reminds me of greentea!
Addictive
I think i should get one jasmine air freshener for my room also
SUPERRRRR NICE!

Today after school, stayed back in class till 4+ to do some stuff.
How can people stand it ah.
Im still a confused perfectionist!
Super.
But from tmr onwards, no more flapping things on the noticeboards.

Okay today i went home, and stuck myself in front of the computer.
And painted.
LOL ITS PRETTY I WANT TO KEEP FOR MYSELF LE LA.
Kay just joking.

Have you ever seen someone who paints using a cotton bud?
I did that for the cat design.
How about lines that are too thin to be painted using paintbrushes?
I use a toothpick.
Its crazy, haha.

Tmr is important lady #1's birthday.
Tmrtmr, is important lady #2's birthday.
SIAOOOOOOOOO!

Actually, i've thought of my holiday job already.
Maybe.
Rent one of the boxes at ehub, sell shoes.
Wah then i will be painting shoes all day in the comfort of my home.
Provided theres buisness.
Haha, asking my dad if hes really gna invest in my small enterprising thing.
HAHA COOL RIGHT!

Today, really alot of stupid things said by alot of people.
Played BBALL during PE.

#1
Renice was standing at some weird place with the ball.
Qianyi: renice if you shoot and it goes in i will marry you.
Renice throws and missed (AHAH!)
Everyone just went mad laughing.
Qianyi: LOL I BET MY ENTIRE LIFE ON THAT ONE THROW HAHAHAHAH.

#2
Im standing in front of the net.
Shelley: Xinmin if you shoot from here and the ball goes in, you will have to marry renice.
ME: SHEESHHHH! Who wants to marry renice, i throw airball okay.
*ball just went and bounced 2 steps away from me*
ME: *HYSTERICAL HAHAHAHHA.*
Renice face was pricelesssssssss.

#3
Renice, angry (HAHA BUT STILL VERY FUNNY): Okay if i throw again and it goes in you marry me.
Me : MISS MISS MISS MISS MISS
Renice: >:[
Me:HAHAHAHA. Actually right you can have everyone cheering for you de, just say:
If i miss, you will have to marry me.
RENICE FACE WAS PRICELESSSSSS FOR THE SECOND TIME.
In the end the balls just didnt went in la.

#4
Haha, and during physics, super dumb.
Darren keeps dropping the mass thing.
PEKCHEK ALREADY LA.
Me: Khoonhan's brother steading joan's sister.
Darren :O!!!!! THATS THE MOST SHOCKING THING I WILL EVER HEAR TODAY.
Me: lol you mean you dont know, and lol why limit your day to just this shocking.
Darren: REALLY SUPER SHOCKING, DONT BELIEVE ME I TELL WENJIE, HE WILL ALSO GO :O! AND I TELL JOSHUA HE WILL ALSO BE DAMN SHOCKED.
Eh joshua you know khoonhan's brother steading joan's sister?
Joshua: :O!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously super funny, instant results eh!

LOL, today shall be the annual priceless expression day.
Happy priceless expression day everyone!

Okay, its a good day, and tmr will be lucky day according to renice cos its 2805
Tio 4D, TOTO and swine flu.
The first idiot appeared.
Haha, go dig out your thermometer.

YIJUNG PHOTO OF THE DAY.

Im still not over it!
Anyway its like, even the person from thoughtsonasunday's crazy over leeminho aka goojunpyo.
HAHA! BUT 苏易正 nicer!
And Jihoo the ultimate soulmate is one cool guy.
MADE AMANDA TAG FOR THE SECOND TIME.
Seriously super (Y)

I quote my previous post:
To a future soulmate,
We haven’t met. I’m not sure if we ever will. But i hope we do - sometime soon.
I hope you’ll understand me and i won’t hurt you.

Could i have met you in a sandbox, or passed you on a sidewalk.

Made me laugh super hard yesterday.

Risks.

2009-05-26T20:31:00.005+08:00

Start off with the yijung photo of the day again, haha this is not coming to an end.
Today's weather was better, because it rained.
YAY :)

Went home caught the last episode and the talkshow.
The NGs were super funny.
And so the show ended, abit 舍不得 but its okay.
Oh yes on the bus, i kept hearing people talk about BOF the ost ect.
People getting no life.

Haha, actually the show's not bad, overall.
The plot classic, the smash chair the playing piano setup by the witch and gosh incorrect CPR but who cares, the people just want to see the kiss.
Guys and ladies, super good looking bonus.
The ultimate soulmate character add marks for the drama.
Haha, doo's smitten by jihoo's smile.

Okay i guess i will stop going :O already.
But yijung's still (Y)

Ok, am i someone with alot of common sense?
I think so, but sometimes doing stupid things can be fun too, unexpected.
But taking risks can be fun tooooooo!
Okay i think i have the hairdresser blood in me.
I cut my own hair fringe, haha fun.
Told my mum:
mummy: 不要跟我剪到满地
Told my bro:
bro: Walao cut so little nia no difference la.

Okay haha its fun you should try also, screw up your hair dont blame me.
Nice day, i hope it rains tmr too.
Bring on the thunder too!

WALAOOOOOOOO WHY SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE YIJUNG >:(

Oh i realised i forgot to post one very important part of my day.
The best four wheel drive ever.
MILOVAN THE GREAT.
Brings alot of smiles and kiasu people drinking like 8-10 cups.
LOL stand around and you will see retarded things and hear retarded stuff.
Seriously.

And phototaking, just not very special or anything haha, lets just see how it goes..

要懂得珍惜爱才完美

2009-05-25T17:54:00.003+08:00

Today, i dont know whats up with the weather.
Felt like some sticky pau.
With the amount of water vapour in the air and the scorching hot sun.
Steam and eat la.
2009 is like the year with the worst weather since 1993?

Just very restless the whole day due to the weather.
Thats just about all.

Okay la, my L1R5's not that bad actually.
CA helped haha!
But yeah, really hope that WHAT GOES UP WILL COME DOWN.
Gravity, magnetic forces and aurora borealis.

Nature makes disasters beautiful.

Okay, maybe its not really a disaster but its because of some leakage of the solar wind.

And solar wind is not exactly as nice as it sounds, high-speed charged ions?

POO!

Im only 4.5 episodes more to the end.
Its the ONLY thing ive been thinking of today.
Better finish it today and just get over it.

But now's the yijung emo part!
:'(

LOL lewis told me today, that he came to read my blog.
"You posted about the korean guy right?"
LOLLLLLLLLLLL.
And because i was restless tha whole day.
He went:
"You cant wait to go home to post and blog ah"
LIKE BAITUOOOOOOOO~, i got so no life meh!
Blogging=/= my life.

Now, how about the YJ picture of the day!

LMAOOOOO!
Haha anyway theres this line from JULIA that keeps repeating in my mind for the whole day
要懂得珍惜爱才完美
Haha, reminder reminder!

你很搞笑, 你很奇怪, 你头发很乱.

2009-05-24T14:43:00.002+08:00

Watched night at the museum with my brother, aunt cousin and his wife and my niece/nephew (still in the tummy)!
So exciting right, after the baby is born i can pop over to play with him/her, or maybe just watch him/her sleeeeeeep.
HAHAHAH exciting!

Okay night at the museum was funny, but kind of like, no plot.
The part when they fought!
I STILL HAVENT WATCH MY AAD!
SHIYUAN ARE YOU READING THISSSSSSSS!

Should i finish my BOF today?
More yijung scenes already leh!
;DDDDD

Another nice quote i like from john mayer :D!!!
The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad.

When was the last time i felt sad?
I cant remember.
Im trying to understand sad.
I find myself only capable of feeling everything but sad, for a long long time already.
Like:
Angst (joseph stop laughing if you are reading this)
Stressed
Angry
Joyful
LOL.
Just everything but sad.

Okay i go watch le.
Goojunpyo also v nice.

This is sunday's post.

2009-05-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

A thousand words, read it for yourself.

hello, i have no life.

2009-05-24T00:40:00.005+08:00

Two pictures, Friday, Saturday lol.
Anyway i've found at least 5 other people who likes yijung also.

But hey, this made me feel like drinking coffee at least 20 times a day.

Feel at least 20 times, not drink at least 20 times.

Wah 20 times a day i will probably not sleep for a month.

Hadnt been posting, my days are just not eventful i think.

Finished reading the last lecture on thursday.

A breeze to read, but draggy and repetitive in the end.

Just a quote:

But I kept my mantra in mind: The brick walls are there for a reason, They're not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something.

I would say, Ive had my fair share of brick walls.

But, bring them on.

My results?

Im still coping well with them.

Not sad or whatever, i think im coping with them too well, it freaks me out.

Its not skyhigh but yeah its just the highest i've ever gotten so far.

Its like, exams are just but exams, and grades are just grades.

Just accept, move on and work hard la.

After school on friday, went shopping with yuanz and bunz.

Settled sqtee at queenstown first, gna be pretty, afterall who's the designer?

Yuanz and i.

After that, we went to far east.

Three of us bought a same dress lol.

Shopping with them is indeed a one of a kind experience.

Today, after i went home from church i felt the need to practice guitar.

Watched BOF on telly, and im super noob, i only realised that theres a dualsound control on my remote.

I can actually watch the first episode in korean last week but i didnt.

And btw, the chinese version is crappy.

And Goojunpyo was once an asshole also.

It seems so long ago already.

Im happy now, lol my dad said my guitar improved alot.

Yes, from my dad leh.

But hes still more professional, switch chords superfast.

And lol the only bar chord i can play is Bm.

So he's still better.

So i'll be working on my bar chords, and maybe some tab reading.

Since im self-learning, i will have to work harder, do more reading up and practice.

Singaporeans have the fastest walking speed in the world.

And i walk super fast also.

So on the way to church today i tried to take my time and stroll.

Walking slowly made me feel constipated lol.

Seriously s l o w.

One last thing:

You.

Form the way you talk, you sounded really like L.

Not exactly a bad thing, but i wonder if you'd noticed.

And i thought that you'd know better.

Go home and tell your parents that Mrs Lam gave you the permission to play the computer during the weekends. Play hard this Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Then Monday fall sick, wah, you get to rest another week.

She should just get that engaging award thing.

I post two pictures ok.

2009-05-21T23:47:00.004+08:00

Haha, manga, taiwanese, japanese, korean versions.
Korean's most charming can!
Why does the japanese looks so..
Anyway GJP looks different w/o maggimeeeeeeecurlyhairbut nice hahahaahah!
SO YI JUNG!
Was thinking that maybe i dont like kim bum, but i like yi jung hahaha.
The character he plays.
Im just left with 10 episodes.
The stupid goojunpyo grabbed the wrong hand!!!
-.-'''
Shall not spoil but, aiya :)

Haha just two photos.
Have actually quite abit i want to type, but aiya, lazy.
Ive came up with this theory.

Wanna know who's the slothful people in the class?
Look who's still using transparent pencil case.
I am still using transparent pencil case.

Should i post one Yi Jung photo a day, until im not crazy already, hahahahaha.
;-]

如果我说　爱我没有如果

2009-05-20T20:20:00.004+08:00

The first line is ownage already!
Okay, lets see i received bio results already, and its not as bad as i would think.
Went home bathe, went to ehub.
I was 3rd to reach, 1st who went home and arrive there.
ITS SYHO DAY Y'KNOW!
so we went to sing at Kbox.
but due to the lack of normal rooms available.
WE USED THE SUPER VIP VIP ROOM!
The one opposite everything, with the pool table and like two super rows of comfy sofa, and like 8 squishy stools and like 3 rows of the bar table!
The screen is being PROJECTED tothe wall.
The moment we got in, we were already jumping all over the place.
Sang hardcore 5 hours non-stop.
No voice!

Okay and ycx really looks like goo jun pyo although it should really be the other way round.
Its a good day, and haha just realised that i dont need reasons to be happy.
Happy w/o reason is just fine what!

And remember the 70% and 30% thing in relationships? Friends ect.
Just realised that its actually a very nice thing to be the 30% one.
Haha, so to a 70% friend:
1. Sorry
2. Thankyou
3. You sure you want me as your friend!:P

And i received a very sweet jiayou for your last two papers text from a lovelyladeeeee today.
Okay hahaha i was surprised by that message, aww but the happiness lasted for a day!
:D

You know what i think?
I think, im the luckiest girl in this world ever, today!

and i find myself laughing and smiling to myself a whole lot more recently, and i have a million factors i think can cause that.
But im not carzy, but if this keeps up i will go nuts!
Im at episode 13 already and RG said that episode 13 is nice!
Okay i finished chem spa 5 minutes early which was quite late, becasue i was very fickle minded about whether i should add some stuff in to my experiment.
And i ended bio spa earlier, and spend my time day dreaming about SYJ.
Thats the only thing i can do right now what.
Best thing everrrrrrrr!
THE SAXAPHONE + EVERYTHING ELSE.

Is it half empty.

2009-05-19T16:57:00.002+08:00

Now that MYES over,
Actually, i dont feel any different.
Becasue hohoho, theres still spastic spa tmr.
And are we getting back our biology paper?
Im seriously not opening my eyes after i receive the paper.

Tmr will be SYHO day.
No plans for thursday yet
Friday, i'll be going out with a few people i dont know who, but theres sy.

Thought of going rollerblading on thursady, it was supposed to be today's adventure, but i postponed it because of SPA tmr.
Okay, who's kidding who, i just want to watch BOF at home.
So i guess i will have to plan abit for thursday's adventure!
First step to change my very mundane lifestyle now.
Im just going to go exploring on 10 wheels.
I think its 10, or is it 8, wait i go check.
Oh, its 8.
But in any case, its going to be exciting.
Starting with tampines PCN.
:D

And thats just a prelude to my big adventure after olevels.
Bus-hopping - i invented it. (because i was too bored)
Im just going to board any bus, and alight when i feel like it.
Switch bus, and see where it takes me.
It would be a day-long adventure.
And maybe for safety reasons im just going to bring a bus guide or something. haha!
Quite dangerous for a 路痴like me.
x)

Haha, consider it lucky, those two guys, they know when they are going to dies, so they learn how to live, for the last few months of their lives.
But for me, i dont know when i going to die.
So actually this holiday, im just going to spend time with my friends, old cranky and just everybody huh!
Suddenly i just feel like going ice skating after watching BOF!
Its actually like rollerblading, minus 8 wheels + metal blades and a whole lot of h2o at 0 degrees.
(a mixture of solid and liquid h20 exists here)
And when you fall, you wont bleed, but your butt gets wet!

Actually, i dont even know when the holidays start, or how much of the holidays im left with.

Okay.
Im only at episode 11.
Sheeshhhh! how long will this take!
And when its nearing8pm tudou lags like -.-
I guess there more people who goes home and spam shows this time.
The episode 10 saxaphone scene was two thumbs up, and maybe more but i have only two hands!

SUGOI ADVENTURE!

Dead people.

2009-05-18T20:27:00.004+08:00

I think i sound like some no life person going crazy over a korean drama.
Okay actually not that into kimbum
Im more into dead people nowadays.

Dead people?
Yes, dead people.
Read Tuesdays With Morrie yesterday.
Today i borrowed The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch.
Both by/about people who knew that they were going to die, but still taught life lessons and continue to inspire others even when they are dead.
Okay im not intending to be someone that enlightened.
I will probably just die a normal death.
HAHAH.
Okay but i got a book for reading, thats what matters.

But i just spent more than 6 hours watching 4 episodes of BOF.
I shall continue to wonder if im going to start on the last lecture.

Just a little encouragement:
If you think you’re too small to have an impact, try going to bed with a mosquito.
-Anita Roddick

[edit]
Just suddenly felt like i have to do this.
Going to sound very girly and yucks!
Rg!
Yun ji hoo charming !?!?!?! nope :)
On the island they're super scandalous when goo jun pyo treats her so nicely.
Then he had to come in abit, emo here and there, seriously looks like some younger bae yong joon or something! haha, in 太王四神记!
I still think So Yi Jung nicer leh, BODYGUARD! Okay actually goo jun pyo second.
But yun ji hoo..
Needs to stop emoing, cant stand that silent like lu in goong.
Yi Jung :-)

KIMBUM!

2009-05-18T14:44:00.002+08:00

Haha, today i was going all
KIMBUMKIMBUMKIMBUMKIMBUM!

Hes super (L)!

SO YI JUNG!
:DDD
Ahh im going mad x2 again

And Goo Joon Pyo jealous also super cute!
hahaha, today chionging as much as possible.
WHERES THE SELF DISCIPLINE? I DONT KNOW!

Its like.

2009-05-17T19:10:00.005+08:00

When you’re young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don’t leap at all because there’s not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there’s no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?
— Sex & The City

Sometimes I wonder when.
I re-read Tuesday With Morrie today, read through Biology with zero motivation.
Been groggy the whole day.
So i thought of coming online to watch some shows.

Oh and i forgot, its like all the books i've read is being made into movies.
Like they're coming alive sort of thing.
My sister's keeper is on my to-watch list too.
Out somewhere in June.
The last time i researched last year, they were having problems with the shoot because the actor refused to shave her head at first.
Or something like that.
Meanwhile, i will continue to read more books i think.

THIRDDDDDDD!
the name's kimbum!

hahahaha.
But its monday tmr.
TT^TT x100

XINMIN'S CRAZYYYYYY!

2009-05-16T22:35:00.004+08:00

The main guy and the second main guy not super shuai lor!
Okay la, until now, the second guy from the left shuaiest what!
But hes super flirt like super.
My previous korean show was like Goong, how long ago was that!
Korean girls have more attitude somehow, so sicao is cooler than shancai!
& so you see this side of xinmin.
I will go crazy over these kind of dramas de eh!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

And the junbiao, does he think that hes very big or what!
He's saying that hes shuai, rich, and dont know what else.
So egoistic!

When i watch dramas, i willl feel like throwing the pillow at the tv when the bad guy comes out.
Seriously.

For FHSCZ, dailiren is still (Y)
And the bad guy, just throw a pillow at him already!

Back to BOF.
Its like, sicao all the way!

Actually, shit! I shouldn't have started.
>: )
Okay its gna be biobiobio tml!
Okay its gna be biobiobio thinking about BOF tml!

Im just going to resist the temptation to watch all online.
Should be can, since im still stuck at onepiece somewhere where moria's ass needs kicking.
Tsktsktsk!
Really time to kick BOF out of my head already now la!
On the brighter side, at least nobody's out of my head already.
KO-ed by BOF.

BOF KO-ed who?
Nobody.
Nobody?
Yea, nobody!
NOBODY!!??

kkzz, lame.

Obviously!

2009-05-16T20:23:00.002+08:00

Nothing happpened today that was super wow.
So i will probably post up a few random things that amused me for the past week.
Anyway, i love tree!

#1
I think that obviously is a very dumb answer to give to any question.
ob-vious-ly 3 syllabus
yes/no 1 syllabus
And if people knew the obviously obvious answer, they wouldnt ask.
And answering obviously makes others look stupid, and worse, they still dont know the answer.

#2
Dylan Teo Shun Jie
Saw him yesterday. At the bus stop.
Wow.
Dylan Teo Shun Jie is like a name that i will never forget in my lifetime man.
The guy that i sat beside in primary one or two.
I remember he paid regular visits to the principal office, because he was very naughty.
And he got caned once and came back saying that it was very fun and it wasn't painful.
Well, something like that.
WOW DTSJ LEH!

#3
HAHAH I THINK THIS IS SOMETHING THAT IS SUPER FUNNY.
FROM MUMMY/AHMAH. (LOL)
A message:
" Lolol. No is cyclops monkey unhappy with luffy. monkey D. luffy "
D.
Hahahahahah!

#4
Came across this quote recently.
Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody I've ever known.
Reminded me of wong.
I've been neglecting old friends.
After myes im going to bake, bake lots of nice stuff!
Oh and regarding the quote.
I remembered that my reply to it was:
But im an original combination!
Yes, we all are.

#5
The prayer card today was super cool like!
Haha yugioh-prayer card.
Really cool, cant wait for the camppppp!

#6
Theres korean BOF later!
Heard that its good, yeah I like watching telley more than i like using the computer now.
Ran out of things to do online.
Haha, kind of no life if i just stare at the screen waiting for things to happen.

#7
Watched Just My Luck yesterday on the computer.
Nice show, haha quite la.
MCFLYMCFLYMCFLY!
Okay re-added their songs into my phone, spiced up my playlist.
Stargirl broccoli i'vegotyou obviously!
Okay.

Does it remind you of farewell 2007!
All about you!

#8
Cell board's going to be cool!~

#9
I dont know if the world has the same problems same prayers and same difficulties or what!
Been following alettertogod.
<-----------look there! And i was thinking those could really be my prayers too. Okay i think that its probably because god's really good. Today's bs was good too.

About being contented. (Phillippians 4:10-13)
Contentment allows us to set high expectations, but it also allows us to be disappointed.
So if we are disappointed we are still, neither crushed, in despair,
abandoned nor destroyed.
(2 corinthians 4:8-9)

Contentment does not dwell on comparisons.
What i have vs what i should have.
What i have vs what i used to have.
What i have vs what others have.

Contentment is the fruit of perspective, and it is a learned
behaviour.

Especially useful since for me its like midway through exams.
Plus SPA, i still have six is one hand plus one finger papers to go.
The past week is like a mugging week.
Study until (*&#*@$(#.
Then after the great bioamath day.
Seriously thought that screwing up anything is like crap and seriously, i cant possibly fail in alything
The thought just seems so.
Scary.
But yeah after today, contentment is not me being complacent or very happy to 处于现状.
Yep nomatter what results or sky high l1r5 i get, im just going to dwell a little in it, soak up the bitterness of bad results, pick myself up and study for prelims.
Yep, sadly or happily, life goes on and zgdling is like surrendering to life, and to all the crap it brings.
Actually its like im happy God drops down these BSes like small lifebouys, keeps me breathing and HAHAH! xinmin's still up and kicking even until now

#10
Actually, im leading quite a happy life now, like i just rated it like 9/10.
Just very thankful the nothing bad happens.
Everything im worried about is like minor teeny weeny.
But maybe im just not very happy about how my life is very no life.
I keep studying and living in my small community and space like school home church(in school -.-)
Like im just happy being in this small habitat, and yes like amanda said
世界那么大!
Its kindof loserish being confined to such a small space.
Haha xinmin's just a loserish contended smiling person in a small habitat when the worlds like hugeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Okay and i've been thinking about how im not able to make any pathetic impact or do anything in the world.
If i die tomorrow, i will have nothing to show, i will probably just die with sucky midyear marks that i cant even rectify during prelims becasue im already dead!
I can go on forever, since nowadays, my brain only does 2 things, hslx and absorb poo coo boo hoo moo. (physics chemistry biology history maths)
But i have to watch my korean BOF.

#11
I know whats my problem already.
My last book since v long ago is Da Vinci Code.
Ive only been thinking about things using my own perspectives.
I need to read to like fill my brain up with new stuff, gain new ideas and think things with like a thousand more perspectives.

BYEBYE! ITS KOREAN BOF TIME!

Nobody, nobody, but chuuuuuu~

2009-05-15T14:26:00.003+08:00

Okay watch this.
Its super cool when they do it together.

And the guy is super funny with his toilet paper.
This song was happily stuck in my head since yesterday!
After watching this:

I successfully got the song into renice's and shiyuan's head this morning before amath started
So there were at least 3 people doing amath with nobody in their head.
On repeat!
While revising for physics, sy and i were like doing the point clap clap point clap.
Seriously, its very addictive and funny.

Another good video dont know if you've seen it.

Okay nothing much to say already.
When you blog, its like youre either talking to yourself or talking about yourself.
So yep bye earthlings, bye xinmin!

Cause love works when we give Him room to move.

2009-05-14T17:45:00.005+08:00

Cause love works when we give Him room to move.
I always dont get what stephanie smith's singing during this part of the song.
But today i heard it loud and clear.
Hmm.. True?

And i dont know what draws me to the quote if in doubt, love.
Haha, maybe when everyone in the whole world, when in doubt, whether to love or hate, they choose to love, it would be good.
Yes, i mean really good.

I finished physics!
Woohoo so im playing guitar like hahahaaaaa~
Okay i need to try to salvage my amaths too.
LATER!
I've been playing:
Bad Day
Realize
Forever and always
but i still cant get the strumming for forever and always.
People playing on youtube are either too boring or too fast -.-!

I think this song's interesting, the lyrics's like a story.

The rain, it started tapping on the window near my bed. There was a loophole in my dreaming, so I got out of it. And to my surprise my eyes were wide and already open. Just my nightstand and my dresser where those nightmares had just been. So I dressed myself and left them, out into the gray streets. But everything seemed different and completely new to me. The sky, the trees, houses, buildings, even my own body. And each person I encountered, I couldn't wait to meet.

And I came upon a doctor who appeared in quite poor health.
I said "there is nothing that I can do for you that you can't do for yourself."
He said "Oh yes you can. Just hold my hand. I think that would help."
So I sat with him a while and then I asked him how he felt.
He said, "I think I'm cured. In fact, I'm sure. Thank you stranger, for your therapeutic smile."

So that is how I learned the lesson that everyone is alone. And your eyes must do some raining if you are ever going to grow. But when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself. It is best to compose a poem, an honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope.

That is why I'm singing. Baby don't worry cause now I got your back. And every time you feel like crying, I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black. And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of Love's uneven remainder, our lives are fractions of a whole.

But if the world could remain within a frame like a painting on a wall. Then I think we would see the beauty then. We would stand staring in awe at our still lives posed like a bowl of oranges, like a story told by the fault lines and the soil.

Love this song to the max!
Okay lah, quite, but theres this irritating long musical part at the end.

Anyone wants to watch AAD tml after exams?!
Okay i dont feel like waiting till 20th!

Bad day.

2009-05-13T14:49:00.003+08:00

What happened today:
Amaths and Biology.
Amaths was do skip attempt give up skip do skip skip skip.
Biology, the graph! Will the teacher even mark box for box!
Tried super hard to squeeze out answers.
Saw alot of " bio die le" yesterday, couldnt agree more.
I used the computer for like 5 minutes yesterday, and missed the whole of my FHSCZ.
And i still screwed up.
Its not like i didnt study, but i didnt study hard enough.
When i was trying to get on the bus, some guy scolded me because i didnt get out of his daughter's way when he was alighting from the front.
Its like, people behind were pushing also.
Not exactly my fault but i got all the scolding anyway.
Throught the whole bus ride some guy was talking to me when im not interested.
He said that i should'nt fear that previous guy, and if he was me he would have scolded back and "yak yak yak"
So for the remaining journey, he sat beside me and kept talking to me.
Why does these things always happen to me?
I really want to know.

I tell you whats going to happen next.
My L1R5 is going to hit an all-time high.
That is without a doubt, but the problem now is:
What am i going to do?
Salvage biology which is actually not super screwed yet, with MCQs.
And make sure i do well for physics.
Its kind of late to do anything about maths already.
I screwed both maths.

And another thing, start biology early for prelims.
Good thing: no papers tomorrow
Bad thing: physics.

Im dropping back to my no-expectation lifestyle.
HOW!

Biology.

2009-05-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

可不可以不读书！
I was already shouting that like over and over again last night when im at the last paragraph of history.
Biology and amaths -.-!
Im wondering if things might be better if i actually listened to her in class.
But i kept myself awake most of the time, oh! just let the constant buzzing voice during bio buzz in my head during the exams.
Or maybe unknowingly, the information just diffused into my head sometime during bio lessons.

I think im really super dumb, i kept myself awake, didnt sleep, and i didnt listen also.
BUT MUAHAHAHAHAHA, after OLVLs im bidding goodbye to bio forever and everrrrrrrrrrrr!

confound it.

救命

2009-05-11T21:25:00.000+08:00

快要死掉了。

好无聊

2009-05-11T14:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, just felt the woosh! to study.
Haha, and lots of lmao texts.
Carrots dont have seeds, hard disc crash and my IDOL woot~
Covered like 2.1 -.- NIA!
Studied till nearly 2am.

No voice after 3hrs of Kbox. Oh crap.
Okay la, i didnt lose my voice, i just dont feel like speaking.
I lack sleep but i just automatically woke up at like 8+.
Okay so went to Kbox with my family.
Not really super fun or anything, all four of us sang different songs.
My bro with his emo screamo songs, my dad and mum oldies.
And no one to spam WLH with me! >: {
Haha, so we were just basically singing our own songs until some duets came along.

LOL of the day.
The first song that was played was a THAI SONG.
Some Cuao Cuao Ka song.
I didnt know how top use the controls -.-
And while i was still figuring, my bro and dad decided to WHACK AH!
They have like some natural talent for thai LOL!
dumb, funny, lol.

Okay, im off to oink, and wake up later to study whats left of history and some bio.

It dosent get easier, you get stronger.

2009-05-10T20:00:00.007+08:00

Its alot easier to be lost than found. It's the reason we're always
searching, and rarely discovered - so many locks, not enough keys.
-Sarah Dessen

From thoughtsonasunday.

Haha there was once my phone's display note went
You're not lost, just undiscovered.
Sometimes, i need daily reminders.

Had a weird quirky rojak dream.
Its so fun + embarrasing at the same time.
Its a super long dream.
I didnt regret sleeping at like 9pm yesterday.

Today is mummy's day.
Lol, made a spastic card.
Got my bro to write something.
Writing on a mother's day card made me constipated.
Sounds corny no matter what i wrote.
It was about 123456789 donkey years since i made a mother's day card.
Haha, but she liked it so it dosent matter.

Just returned from mummy's day dinner.
Went rollerblading because i was so suffocated at home. (quite)
Went round and round and round, until the greenery became blackery and.
Felt like i was cheating, i had like 10 wheels while the super power-lah uncle aunties boys and girls were running.
Not to mention, blades practically made me at least a head taller than all others.
Thats why rollerblading is good, but too bad i forgot how to do the backward thingy already!
Okay i went about 10 rounds.
So according to mapmyrun thats about 1.3kmx10 = (woah) 13km.
Sometimes, i really doubt mapmyrun.

Sleeping and studying comes together.
About
4 days to angels and demons
6 days to KBOF
But theres MYE.
-.- like mas selamat.

Kbox tomorrow, so i shall chiong history today!
Completed chemistry :D

Unfry your brain!

Actually, lucky is quite fun to play.
But of course im not as pro as that guy haha.
And if you want to sing!

I hate it.

2009-05-09T10:26:00.004+08:00

To the core maybe.

I like watching 凤凰四重奏 eh!
Died two times already. Its very nice to watch, and HK dramas have better endings not like SG dramas. Haha! Im quite happy watching it every weekday 10pm-11pm

Korean BOF out 16th may.
SHOULD I WATCH!
Although i think the main guy looks quite gay in the picture, and the TW version no point cos the girl keeps crying. Cry over this cry over that. Half the show, you see her crying. Its very pointless to watch.

Every saturday schedule's about the same.
Currently listening to john mayer alot.
Nice acoustic guitar parts, nice lyrics, nice voice, and hes a 有想法 guy.

Its love song for no one playing now.
This song's called heart of life.

Pain throws your heart to the ground
Love turns the whole thing around
No it won't all go the way it should
But I know the heart of life is good

And i like this quote of his.

Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"

I can listen to his videos the whole day, every other song.
(Y) nice.
I feel like popping over somewhere, to rent the bucket list, stay home, and watch.
Sometime soon.

I was just going through and reading stuff on the net.
There was something someone said like:

90 people get the swine flu and everybody wants to wear a mask. A million people
have AIDS and no one wants to wear a condom.

Oh and i think the expression MS had when he got caught again was the perfect -.- expression.
Classic.

When it gets hard, let me know what to do.

2009-05-08T15:37:00.007+08:00

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

(who i am hates who ive been - relient k)

I love noisy emo songs & writing on my whiteboard.
Kay did it work, (i love to psycho myself like this ) it did work then, it didnt.
I still_ in the end.
I think i sound like renice now, minus all the suckballs ohmama and whatsia.
Renice HAHAHA Loser ;D

Emaths was screwed.
Oh well, i guess the amount of effort i put in is directionaly proportional to the results.
ITS ONLY FAIR!

After emaths, went to airport to study/teach chem.
Macs, with bun and black.
Covered 7 whooping chapters.
And they're like little kids trying to guess the flavour of the jellybeans.
LICORICE TASTES SUPER BAD.
WE HATE LICORICE.
lol, and i still 自告奋勇to ask for the nastiest flavour.
And bun keeps making black eat cinammon.
-.-
I STILL HAVE MY VOODOOOOOOO ROCKY ROAD IN MY BAG :D

I know you're drooling already you can lick your computer screen.
Muahaha, but its mine!

Truckloads of suanning + geek crap talk = standard outing package.

We were explaining friendships using SS.
We needa diversify our friendship yknow.
In case one sector slows down and HAHA we still have other sectors to rely on.
And we're talking about how antisocial we've became because of SJ, okay la, quite true but cannot help it what!
I think for me, quite diversified in sec3, then not well-developed, many slowed down in sec4.
BOOHOO! T.T sad.

And relationships using chemistry.
If metals are man and non metals are non-man.
Three of us are going to form ionic cpds someday, because covalent are lesbians and metals are gays.
Bunz is a highly reactive non metal,
Black and I?
Noble gases. Okay, black is more reactive.
-.-
So our geek talk went something like that.

After tht on the way back, we were talking about some life and death talk.
You know, about the eternal life, hell, heaven, flying souls ect talk.
And whether its morally right to kill an ant.
I still think if you get to reincarnate, wont you be like some recycled person!
Ive thought about this when i was younger and when i had alot of free time then, super long ago.

Let me tell you about my vandalism theory:
You are someone, and when you die, whats remaining of you will only be the memories people have of you. So when you die, you = memories
Ite kind of like you're spending your life vandalising everywhere, and when youy die, only the vandalism stays.
The three things that really matters about these vandalism are: quantity quality and whether its lasting.
Quantity: Vandalise more, and make more impact on manymany people.
Quality: If youre nice, your vandalism will be pretty, it would be called like wall murals or ART.
Lasting: You can make an impact but people forget, just like vandalism using laoya paint, the rain will wash it off.
So, how's your vandalism going?

Okay, over the long weekends i will stop hslxing and im not going to read any signs.
The ambiguity lies, and the probability of misreading is like 999 999 999/1 000 000 000
Okay bye, stalin, nikita khrushchev, and good-stuff-stress-man are my bestfriends.
I guess i will slack abit before studying.
EMATH WAS DEMORALISING, DONGZXZX!
Black and i will go WHATSIA! At whtever dumb thing we hear, from today onwards.

My bro's still the best bro in the world, but he's got szchiophrenia.
The dumb piano incident yesterday.
He was playing and he didnt know that i was sleeping.
When i yelled, he just took it as some little voice in his head thats talking to him.
He happened to stop his playing to go to the toilet, so i thought that he actually HEARD ME.
He continued playing, i got up and try to close the door of my room LOUDLY.
But he has szchiophrenia, he dosent care, the little voice in his head keeps telling him that its ONLY THE WIND.
Poor guy, need to communicate with him more le, idk what hes doing -.-

最近有在听弟弟听的歌。

Breakdown - Forever The Sickest Kids

Good and evil.

2009-05-07T20:14:00.002+08:00

Woke up from my long sleep.
Best brother in the whole world my foot.
He just hadda play the piano super loudly to wake me and any other sad people who happen to be sleeping, up.
Lol thats a very sad thing.

Just woke up and i keep thinking about something i've read some time ago.
Dont know if ive shared.

Do you know about the word evil?
Scramble it a little and you will get the words vile and then live.
However, good is only a command, for you to go do.

Okay, just a random thought, im not going to turn evil.
Im just trying to pick up the pieces, round up some things i promised that i will do, and move on, move on.
Tomorrow will worry about itself.

Said im okay but i know how to lie.

2009-05-07T14:30:00.004+08:00

留一点空白.

Havent really been myself these days.
Read Renice's blog, struck by something she posted.

In reality, nobody is gonna wanna hear abt my messed up life and there's really only myself to rely on. I dont know how many times i spent my hours staring at the people online on msn, slowly filtering out all the busys and aways. I clicked on names from time to time but i just didnt type anything. Saying's not enough, a pile of crap will still remain a pile of crap.

You can do your zong he tian kong without all the choices.
Its just that sometimes is see _, i cant help it but to feel _. And whenever _ talks about _ i will feel even _. And i dont know why i feel _ in the first place. Its like a mixture of feelings, with different bps and its like you can fractional distillate it and i'll be left with whats left in the end which is a pile of _. Its zapping my time, energy, and im not concentrating although its myes.
Its all _'s fault. And i cant believe it that im even going back to read all those _ stuff just to make me even more _ than i am now.

I should stop hslxing and concentrate.
逃避比较好.
我闭嘴.我睡觉.

RAWRRRRR!

2009-05-06T19:28:00.002+08:00

RAWRRR IM DUMB BORED.
BORED SINCE 2PM+
I DONT WANT TO PLAY MAPLE LATALE OR ANYTHING ELSE
I DONT WANT TO WATCH DRAMAS.
RAWRRRRRRRRRR
IVE PLAYED GUITAR FOR LIKE 3HOURS ALREADY
SO WHAT NOWWWWWW.
MAYBE I WILL GO AND STUDY CHEMISTRY.
STUDYING'S GNA RELIEF MY BOREDOM, FIRST TIME EVERRRR.
ARRRGH IM BORED!
TYPING IN CAPS IS SO FUN.
I AM REALLY VERY BORED IN CAPS.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGH
LETS DO IT IN REVERSE.
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGH
I AM REALLY VERY BORED IN CAPS.
TYPING IN CAPS IS SO FUN.
ARRRGH IM BORED!
STUDYING'S GNA RELIEF MY BOREDOM, FIRST TIME EVERRRR.
MAYBE I WILL GO AND STUDY CHEMISTRY.
SO WHAT NOWWWWWW.
IVE PLAYED GUITAR FOR LIKE 3HOURS ALREADY
RAWRRRRRRRRRR
I DON'T WANT TO WATCH DRAMA
I DON'T WANT TO PLAY MAPLE LATALE OR ANYTHING ELSE
BORED SINCE 2PM+
RAWRRR IM DUMB BORED

NOTHING TO WATCH ON TV LUH DUMB.
MAYBE I WILL WATCH THE DA VINCI CODE AND FREAK MYSELF OUT.
OKAY ITS NOT SCARY BUT THERES SUPPOSED TO BE SOUND EFFECTS AND SOME TENSION THING GOING ON.
ANYWAY ANGELS&DEMON'S JUST PG.
HOW UNEXCITING, ITS NT GNA BE MY FIRST NC16.
SHOULD I GO WATCH 17AGAIN AGAIN SINCE I HAVE THE TICKET.
THERES ONLY HCL TML IM TEMPTED TO SLACKKKKKK!
OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

IM STILL VERY BORED, I BET EVERYONE ELSE IS MUGGING THEIR BRAINS OUT.
AND RENICE IS PLAYING MAPLE.
SHOULD I!
I JUST LIKE TO END QUESTIONS WITH EXCLAMATION MARKS AND FULLSTOPS.
NOPE I DONT LIKE QUESTIONMARKS!

TDVC IT SHALL BE, OR SHOULD I WATCH ONE PIECE -.-

A little closer to.

2009-05-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

Every day I get a little closer to,
The things that I wanna,
Say with my life,
In no particular order
I'd like to make some sort of mark,
So that the world knows I was here.
(sometimes you can forget who you are - FM static)

Okay EL and SS down.
Just glad they're over.

晴天霹雳！
Muahahaha, now isnt it sad that the as evidence question didnt come out?!
How sad.
HAHAH! Exams = Piece of sad hard cake.
In the end, it all comes down to our ability to whack the questions.
If we study, it would be like whacking with a weapon.
But when question two is some ?! question, just plain whack lor.
Made me stone like 3 minutes, lol.
Trying to think of whats the safest way to write.
Absolutely no idea! How great!
Its actually okay to be surprised.

Two down, many many more to go.

Anyway, on the way down.
Renice and I came up with this brilliant plan to tackle history.
1) We try our hardest to spot question
2) Study some chapters
3) If something we didnt study come out for SEQ.
4) We look up and ask WHYYYYYYY!
5) If we look down, and the questions are still the same, too bad
6) SLEEP!
Actually the initial plan was to ask the teacher if we can go to the toilet. And we sleep there.
LOL.
But no aircon + stink.
Its better to sleep in the hall :D

TODAY I DIDNT GET TO SEE THE MYSTERIOUS HONGTU LOOKALIKE ON THE BUS.
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE.
Its still a sad life.
Haiz.

Listening to chinese songs, to revise.
Does it help -.-
But chinese songs are sadder think, the lyrics are nicer and it makes people :/
And one more thing, chinese songs have (Y) MVs.

其实，我看不懂。

Okay i like this song. byebye.

Man watcha doing.

2009-05-05T21:12:00.001+08:00

I heard this guy say once:

If I had the money than I'd,
Buy all the happiness that money could buy,
I'd have 10 stretch limos like a movie star,
And a room in my house just for my guitar
And if I had money than I'd,
Only wear Sean John,
Eat my cereal with Grey Poupon,
In a swimming pool about one mile long,
With speakers underwater,
Playing this song

Man, whatcha doin?
Don't ya know that, money can't
Buy you love? It can't make you happy,
Happy like, havin' someone to laugh with
Man whatcha doin?
Don't cha know that, money can't make it right,
You need to love yourself my man,
Before you love somebody else

Man, sit down, and listen to me for a second,
I'm not tryin' to be the sound of a broken record,
But every day you live your life, thinkin' this is
All there is, your cheatin' yourself outta
Somethin' special... no doubt...

He said:

If I had the money than I'd,
Buy all the happiness that money could buy,
I'd have 10 stretch limos like a movie star,
And a room in my house just for my guitar
And if I had money than I'd,
Only wear Sean John,
Eat my cereal with Louie Vuitton,
In a swimming pool about one mile long,
With speakers underwater,
Playing this song

Man, whatcha doin?
Don't ya know that, money can't
Buy you love? It can't make you happy,
Happy like, havin' someone to laugh with
Man whatcha doin?
Don't cha know that, money can't make it right,
You need to love yourself my man,
Before you love somebody else

Stuck in my head for the whole day.
Actually, being rich is good what.
The thing is, people have this thinking that rich people worry alot, and are unhappy people.
You write chinese essays, 有钱并不代表快乐.
But yeah, 有钱也并不代表不快乐.

My point is:
Haha, from the song, not all rich people will try to buy love with money?
But being happy like, havin' someone to laugh with, is really a very happy thing.

Last thing:
We're all going to make it just fine for tml's exams.
Remember to breathe.

等待更多的等待

2009-05-05T16:20:00.004+08:00

Honestly what will become of me
Don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is dandy
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
( all good things - nelly furtado)

http://apps.facebook.com/quizdoyouknowme/take_quiz.jsp?q=747920&key=13AF
Haha, you dont know me like you think you know me.
Its normal, i dont tell people alot what, very important meh?

I've only got 4 minutes.
Okay, tell you something, i was walking home today, then i saw a few sparrows.
Kind of reminded me of God's love, yeah, so i am less worried now.
HAHAH! WHAT IS FAILURE MANZXZXZ.
IM GONNA GIVE IT ALL I GOT.
Just a piece of hard cake.

One last thing:
I'm going to have a cooler wedding than mr yeow ok!
Okay, either as cool or cooler.
My future husband, please take note.
;D

Okay im happy now.

Alamak!

2009-05-04T20:48:00.000+08:00

What happened to nic's hair manz.
Cover his eyes, wasted eh!
Weiqi is still (Y) though!

CRAPO THE CAPO.

2009-05-04T18:29:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody, meet my new friend.

Not the dog, its my new capo.

CRAPO THE CAPO.

LOL, okay its not its real name.

Crapo the capo

= xinmin's ability to play more songs

= xinmin spamming guitar

= MYE GGFIED!

Now isnt that great!

Lessons are good.
Want to know what I think?
Okay i try to make this an unbiased account, first hand experience, reliable to a large extent.

I think our class judge the teachers too much. There are only a few teacher that can command our class' respect, for example mr yeow and mrs lam. When we respect the teacher, we will pay attention in class, learn things and then pass judgement that the teacher is good.
Its a cycle:
Teacher good => I like the teacher => I cooperate => Teacher nag less => Repeat
Ultimately, we like the subject and achieve good grades.
But there are a few teachers we think that are not good. I will not talk about Biology ( will cause a huge commotion), what about SS. Sometimes i see people asking some questions. They ask whats the format for successful questions.

Scenario #1
She says that it can be 1:1 (properly explained and elaborated) can be 2:1, can be 2:2
Someone asked " But MY just said that it must be 2:2"
My view: Its like you ask her just to prove her wrong by using what MY said. I know that we kind of trust MY more, but for Mrs law to be a teacher you have to trust her credibility what. Cant you just accept it that history you write 2:2 and SS you can write 2:1. She will still give you the marks, and you can write less, isnt that a good thing?

Scenario #2
She says you can stand in the middle for the concluding paragraph. State with what factors, or when it is good, and when it is bad.
Someone: But MY said that you must lean to one side.
My view : -.- Depending on the questions, for SS sometimes its still easier to write that a particular factor is a double edged sword (esp in venice). Since its easier and its acceptable, just write that la, marks will be given what. You die die want to lean on one side, kills extra braincells.

Sometimes some of us think that the teacher is crap, we dont listen, then in the end we say that the teacher dosent teach well.

For the loyal followers of this blog.
I present to you the structure of the SBQ questions.
I tried it once for one practice today, and Mrs Law marked.
Its correct.
Caution: Use only if you trust me and her.
( I will not take any responsibilities if you get a big fat 0 for SBQ)

1. Inference
Most likely there wont be low level anymore.
So you write one para with 4As.
To play safe, 2 para PEE basic inference.

2: How useful is source A as evidence in telling you about the difficulties the retrenched employees face?
When there is as evidence (large fonts, bold, italics)
First paragraph: reliability of the source.
Use provenance, and most likely it will be reliable.
(unreliable higher level, would not be touched here in my guide)

Then go on to say 2 useful points PEE.
For example: The retrenched are facing difficulties in finding jobs becuse most of them are old.
PEE HOR.

Then one paragraph of not useful.
Phrases you can use: This case is not representative of all the retrenched workers in singapore.

Then you can go on to cross refer to other sources. For example source E is about this guy who found a job despite old age. Source E proves that there are other successful cases.

* If the question is:
How useful is source A in telling you about the difficulties the retrenched employees face?
Dont have as evidence. You do normal usefulness which is w/o the reliability paragraph.

Understand?

3: Compare and contrast.
Most likely it will be a two sided HOW question.
1 similarity on content PEE
1 difference on content PEE
See whether provenance/tone is similar or different.
If they are similar => the sources are similar to a large extent.
If they are different => the sources are different to a large extent.

4: Proving questions
Generally same as AS EVIDENCE questions
But every paragraph instead of saying USEFUL USEFUL USEFUL you say PROVES PROVES PROVES

5: Realiability
1 reliable PEE
1 unreliable PEE
The above can refer to CONTEXTUAL KNOWLEDGE or CROSS REFER ( see whether it contradicts)
Extent of reliability or unreliability depends on the provenance.

Tweaking of reliability
Die die must reliable:
1st hand account, hes directly involved, knows the incident better.
Widely read media, cannot 乱乱来.
Account, no reason to be biased.

Die die must unreliable:
Promoting something?
Pushing the blame?
Defaming?

Okay thats all folks!
I still think Mrs Law is good, but she dosent structure it out clearly, alot of abstract things that are useful but confusing. Hope this helped.

And idk, part of a teacher's responsibility is to absorb the shock and pressure the principal gives.
But during physics...
Lol he adds the principal pressure to us.
But its not like we care about him enough to study more, just because he wont get nagged at.
Its not very right to add on to our pressure. HAHA.

Okay and ot clarify, i dont have anything against any people saying vulgarities.
If i get worked up over these small matters, i will get easily irritated and die earlier, it will make my life not very pleasant. And i will be enemies with who? Like 2/3 of the society.
Please, i want to live longer.

Although im getting quite angst ( I think its the exams)
But i wont go bother myself with things i cant change.
There are people dying from hunger all over the world, ect.
I cant possibly worry about everything.

Studied a little with Shelley at LJS.
Talked alot about stuff, didnt study alot but its okay.

Been thinking:
But yeah, i think for me, i reject what i dont like, or what i think is wrong or not very nice to do.
You dont have to follow me, im not that good of a person also, but i just dont do some things i dont do.
And i dont know if im a narcissistic person or what.
I think im right most of the time, haha maybe if you read my blog, i rant about people i blow things up and idk what else.
Haha i have this i-am-right-unless-you-prove-me-wrong thinking, and to prove me wrong is quite difficult (really).
I was telling shelley, even if the whole world thinks i have a stuck up attitude, there will be at least 5 people i know what will back me up, and will be there!
Not forgetting my family, bobian, they're stuck with me already.
I think im one lucky kid eh!

Okay byebye, MLBs on channel 8 show i wouldnt miss it for the world.

Last point:
There will always be someone that will laugh at all your jokes, laugh at all the things you say.
No matter how low your level of humour is, there will be someone.
Hahah, one of life's greatest joy is to find that someone.
I found mine, i have shiyuan (LOL)
Who do you have?
Humour, or any attempts to try to be funny, ought to be appreciated.

Okay bye, MLBMLBMLB!

i want a funky blue guitar xD

And your love is all that I need !

2009-05-03T19:57:00.003+08:00

And there could be no other way, 'cause you're so, you're so lame
Your tired words are all, they're all the same
Yeah I would walk and I'd surely walk away
If I wasn't such a sucker for you.

Haha, yeah my favourite part of the song.

How about another 10things.

Thing #1
I havent touched the computer for two days.
Just not very interested already, yes i've conquered the computer.
It will not be a very unusual thing if i didnt post for the day, dont worry xinmin's not dead yet.

Thing #2
I've decided on what i want to do when i grow up.
Roughly, so now i roughly have some directions in life, something to work towards, but it nothing super great. Ask me and i will tell you, hahah its longgg!
This is motivation to study source ONE!

Thing #3
Yesterday, had followup with weitian, started on the blue book! It inspired thing#2.
I like going to church, very.
Cell was good, i realised that ive not been through any major failures in my life.
And hahaha, im not the only one who stepped on other people's shoes/toes/whatever.
Yep come what may, ive already made the decision to tell my parents after this year's student camp.
No explosions would be good, An explosion would be good too.
So everything will be okay if i trust God!

Thing #4
Motivation to study source TWO is so that i will enjoy my last XSY as a camper.

Thing #5
I didnt bring my phone out for the whole of yesterday.
I guess i could do without my phone for a day, im not overly reliant also.
Yeah thats good.

Thing #6
Stayed up till 2am to study on friday. Wow, was texting shelley all the way, and reciting chemistry stuff, raiding the fridge. Definitely fun.

Thing #7
I've been a nerd today, studied since 10am+ in the morning, spent a long time, wouldnt say i covered alot like super lot, but what ive studied sank in. So, its good too?

Thing #8
Im also super motivated to chiong guitar. Im getting a capo tomorrow i think! Can finally play here w/o you. LOL.

Thing #9
Its a very :] feeling when im thinking of a song, and you know what? its the next song that plays on shuffle.
I guess my phone knows me quite well. HOHOHOHO!

Thing #10
I cannot imagine not learning chinese in JC, its already very bad now. Although Chinese is very sian with PENGZHEE but i just cannot imagine what my chinese will become after Secondary School.

Ok dumb im going to do work already.

Just undiscovered most of the time.

2009-05-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today, i will be mugging soon i guess, because theres alot of tv shows i want to watch tomorrow night. I love to study. I think. Gives me satisfaction although its very mundane. Theres shitloads of work to be done. I cant study in the day. So i swept the floor, tidied up stuff, cleaned up some things. Labour day eh!

On a happier note, somebody's pregnant, im going to be an aunt soon?
I think its quite a good thing. There will be a baby to play with during CNY and other festivals when we get together. Its been very long since theres a baby, my cousins are all super lot older than me. Okay im looking forward to it! :DD

Im just super glad to be at home the whole day.
My parents have been very very nice to me all of a sudden, just suddenly, very nice. I dont know why also, no naggings. And its always nearing exams that my dad will suggest going shopping. -.- Of course we didnt go shopping luh. Its quite a dumb thing. And my brother's cool also. As I get older, my brother gets better too. We dont fight already. He taught me a new way to fold paper hearts today. Wow, thats gay but cool.You see, you dont have brothers that teach you how to fold paper hearts right. Thats why im cooler than you and my brother's cooler than your brother. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Its a good day at home today.
No reason to get all worked up because of people, in general.
Yeah, i like being at home, i like my room's new layout and im going to keep my room neat for once, yeah see how long it will stay neat.

okay, thats all for now.

Your gravity's makin' me dizzy

2009-05-01T12:47:00.002+08:00

Hey, I'm looking up for my star girl
I guess I'm stuck in this mad world
With things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

And I was afraid when you kissed me
On your intergalactical frisbee
I wonder why, I wonder why
You never asked me to stay

So wouldn't you like to come with me
Surfin' the sun as it starts to rise
Woah, your gravity's makin' me dizzy
Girl I gotta tell ya,
I'm feelin' much better
Make a little love in the moonlight

Hey, there's nothing on Earth that could save us
When I feel in love with Uranus
I don't wanna give you away
Cause it makes no sense at all

Houston we got a problem
Ground control couldn't stop them
I wonder why, I wonder why
You never asked me to stay

So wouldn't you like to come with me
Surfin' the sun as it starts to rise
Woah, your gravity's makin' me dizzy
Girl I gotta tell ya,
I'm feelin' much better
Make a little love in the moonlight

Fly away
Watch the night turn into day
Dance on the Milky Way
Melt me with your eyes, my star girl rules the skies
1,2,1,2,3,4

I'm looking up for my star girl
Guess I'm stuck in this mad, mad world
Things that I wanna say
But you're a million miles away

So wouldn't you like to come with me
Go surfin' the sun as it starts to rise
Yeah, wouldn't you like to come with me, (yeah)
Girl I gotta tell ya,
I'm feelin' much better
I can't get enough of you

Galaxy defenders
Stay forever
Never get enough of you

In no particular order.

2009-04-30T18:57:00.007+08:00

最近比较angst.

....angst

....noun
....An acute but unspecific feeling of anxiety; usually reserved for philosophical anxiety about the world or about personal freedom.

Something like that. And being angst dosent make me happier.

Short rant #1
The day started off pretty badly. I was about to get off the bus, it was crowded and people were just not willing to move aside. I stepped on someone's toes I said sorry, but she looked at me like im some freak that has six legs, just waiting to step on people's toes when im getting off the bus.

Its like, i said sorry, what do you want me to do -.-

Short rant #2
I forgot when, but seriously i was very pissed when i heard people gossiping super loudly about some fat person at the back. There was something about fat molecules, and alot of other stuff. I heard from S about who they were talking about. It was seriously very pissing. I mean like comeon la, you dont even know her. What did she even do to offend you, what rights have you to say anything about her? I seriously just felt like slapping you la. She like my friend although i dont know her name. Does degrading others in that manner help flaunt your superb use of the english language? Do you even study Biology and Physics just so you can learn how to criticize people? If you are then whats the point. 教育的失败. Are you seriously that insecure that you have to stir up something, degrade someone you probably walked pass in the corridors a few times just to make people listen to you? You're probably that unintresting anyway. Since i made it so clear that im not going to do all the things, that you didnt do just because you are that much of a sloth, you've found someone else to do all those dirty jobs. Thats impressive, but thats only because shes nice. I couldnt care less, seriously, to even throw a sacarstic remark at you for your obnoxious behaviour, because you wouldnt, you wouldnt even care to make a change. You're so full of yourself, and youre the kind of person i despise the most in this world. If you had then guts you would go up to her and say all those nasty stuff you said. But you wont, becasue you're such a wimp. Ive had enough, like get yourself a mirror if you cant see yourself that clearly and think that you're so high and mighty.

I think my english is not bad when im angry.
But i dont know why im so pissed off also. Its not even about me. Its about some person i still wave and say hello to even though i dont know her name.
About the slapping part, i dont have 暴力倾向as far as i know. But to make me want to slap you, i must say, goodjob. You've gone way too overboard. Yes just jump overboard and drown yourself in the sea.
-

Its super boring sitting in the front. Seriously, but teachers starts to talk to you. Sitting at my place is seriously a very cool thing i think. Mr Hamdan laughs and talks to himself when he uses his laptop. When you look at him when he does that, he will apologise.
Chemistry, i really told her that i wanted to grow up to be just like her. She is funny, she is very happy with her life, she keeps smiling, she has faith in her husband, she knows how to counterattack leeches and she insists that shes not 小气 even though she is, shes a chemistry physics SEL teacher and my mother rolled into one. 四合一 leh! I mean, is quite a good thing what. Okay i was just joking.

SS, shes trying hard to teach, sometimes she just looks like shes going to give up, because we're not listening. I bet you dont know that right, but ive seen the look a few times. Its the same look Mr Hamdan had when he scolded our class that day. Its kind of sad i think. Thats what i see every monday annd thursday.

Biology, sometimes i find it quite ironical too, but she just being labelled as "A teacher who cannot teach". But sometimes people dont listen and in the end blame it on her. But she tio backstabbed too lol. I dont know if shes successful as a biology teacher. I take midpoint view ok. Shes nice, maybe dosent teach well, but seriously, all my bio notes add up together double the thickness of my textbook. So 'convenient' aye?

English free period. The TA keeps talking to me.
"Girl, which JC are you aiming for?"
"V? I dont know, see how.."
"You must be able to visualise yourself wearing VJ uniform, and then you work hard for it. "
"Okay TY" I was bit -.- already, so motivating huh.

Emath. LGL seriously spastic.
"And xinmin ah.. I find that you laugh at every single small thing qinhui says"
She think shes funny.
But normally the things he says quite funny what, not funny meh. I think its very funny what! And LGL's expression also very funny...
At least when somebody's trying to say something funny, its only reasonable to laugh. HAHA. Maybe its because of my low 笑点.

And finally someone said something good, a few days ago.
When asked if our class is the worst he's ever taught, mr hamdan goes..
" I can say that y'all are a class with attitude. You cannot compare that what. Its like i ask you, which is better - a rotten pumpkin or a pile of fresh shit?"
Hes has attitude too.

I better go off and get attracted to my textbooks likebees to honey, flies to shit.
And remember, xinmin can aslo play football, but shes chose to stay at home to study.

等洗地＝马死

　　　　我留么？

Just thought that it would be good to mention something.
AMANDA TAGGED.
HAHAHA, THE OUT OF CAR SCENE POWER LA.

not yet.

2009-04-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

I conjure up the thought, of being gone.

Nope, not really.
Playlist
Sucker - John Mayer
True - Ryan Cabrera
Reasons - Ryan Cabrera
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
Damn Regret ( Acoustic) - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Far Away - Nickleback
Here Without You - 3 Doors Down

HAHAHA, i mastered far away on guitar already. ^^
Slack abit today for studies, tml studying harder already.
Im still reading SS as bedtime story.

-.-

Give anything but I won't give up.

2009-04-28T17:26:00.002+08:00

Watched 17 again with Shelley and Shiyuan.
One word, charming.
Haha, the step-out-of-the-car-scene.
And i think i was the one who laughed the loudest in the cinema :X
But quite sweet during the divorce part, the part with the letter, when all was written on the paper was the address.
LOLLLLL, super cool confessions.
But i still like the 不需要理由!
LOL, yesterday the yingxiong also confessed, i laughed and laughed.
Haha, and liuyun and the girl will be together in the end.
But the love square, tsktsktsk. So lame!
Last episode today! 3 more hours.
:D

Heh, anyway, walked in the rain, watched movie.
I think im joining the "哦，你也生病啊" 俱乐部.
Soon, soon.
And so my shoes and socks were wet, almost froze in the cinema.

Paper one was okay i guess.
I've been writing argumentatives since forever.
-.-'" no comments.

Song of the day. Trying to play it on guitar.
Learning the short riff of here comes goodbye too.
Yes, the G-string broke, but i found a temporary substitute.
LOL.
Its stressful, life as the guitar in my house.
Its already 30+ years old, getting cranky but the sound's still nice.
I play it, my dad plays it, my brother plays it.
And my bro's strumming is '...', he has sweaty palm and dosent clean it after use.
My dad dosent leave the guitar very clean too.
Im the only one who constantly cleans it la.
Went over to yiting's house to play.
Practice makes perfect, shes like super pro with tabs.
She played reasons. Super difficult la.
Im inspired to play.

And lol SY inspired me to study too.

Balance! :DD

Everything's okay, nothing feels broken.

2009-04-27T16:59:00.005+08:00

CWQ! CWQ! CWQ! CWQ! CWQ!
HAHAHA :D

Okay i went to school, looking super happy (according to shelley).
LOL dont know why, maybe its school, maybe its the left-over happiness after MLB's concert.
Haha, enough to last me for a week.
And Amath was super funny, C and c?
People need to chill during physics.
But idk why he get so worked up also.
Stress?

The weather made me super -_- at the end of the day.
1.5 hrs in the lab = killer.
Tomorrow's paper one already, going to watch 17 again after that.
Theres PPY again tonight 9pm, haha around 3 more hours.
LIUYUN! Haha i think hes cool cos hes nice to that girl.
Although he will lose, because hes not the main character.
But yeah liuyun! :D

ZZZ. One hour of MLB is not enough de lor.
missmissmiss :/
I watched all the superband videos i have in my phone.
怀念怀念!
身边's the one that made me like them in the first place, they mashed it up with you're beautiful.
MLBMLBMLBMLB!

Take it to a whisper.

2009-04-27T00:01:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA, i cant stop laughing when i just found out that my bro is in council.
Laughed like for a minute plus on the bus.
CCHMS quite sad, cos my brother is a saddist.
LOLLLLL.

I got my first green form for being too spastic.
From my brother.
LOLLLLLL COOL RIGHT!

HAHAHA IM STILL LAUGHING I DONT KNOW WHY.

Margins.

2009-04-25T21:12:00.003+08:00

Okay i just felt like blogging for the second time. Life's getting more interesting.

Was quite disturbed by something during worship and sermon.
Tsktsktsk. Not a good feeling arh.

Combined BS with CSI.
Quite different, when its a different person leading. But the game was super funny, and fun!

On the way home, i just suddenly have the 冲动 to go read my horoscope.
Cos of PPY! LOL, that girl keeps reading the book.

aries(3/21-4/20)
Daily Horoscope
Saturday, April 25
The moon and Saturn will be nice and cooperative today, so you can get a lot accomplished. Plow through some spring cleaning -- or get some other errands out of the way. With the weather warming up, there are so many more fun things you can do with friends! Keep it cheap, though, no matter how much Mercury and Neptune tempt you to splurge on a big event.

Yeap, spring cleaning. Im sorting out my stuff to start studying. Haha, the stars are supporting me all the way yo, i can get alot of things done, which is good to hear since i havent started.

And i just noticed today.
LOL, i painted two Is for the word BIRD so its BIIRD.
Bet you didnt notice that, because its so beautifully imperfect.
Muahahahah.

Anyone have the song?

傻瓜就傻瓜

2009-04-25T09:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's nice :D
Its going to be a long post.
I cant go about typing forever going on about MLB.

Met Sy at tampines mrt, and then renice at eunos at ard 7.
Woo, we went for dinner at shokudo.
Good food, good lighting.
Haha, maybe a picture will speak a thousand words.
SHIYUAN PLEASE UPLOAD THE PHOTOS QUICKLY :)
Dinner, followed by Starbucks.
Dark Berry Mocha Frappuccino.
Haha, super love!
These outings makes us feel grown up.
Like that time on my birthday too!
Haha, those I-have-really-nothing-to-do-so-we-go-out-eat-and-shop-together days.
So yeah after DBMF, we made our way to the esplanade already!
Boohoo, no J_ S_ already!

When we went in the place was already quite filled.
But i was still searching for the person who had my FC tee.
I got my FC tee, it fits and its super pretty!
So we waited for that thing to start.
The starting was cool, they played the SPB clips.
Haha, MLB makes me feel like a sec 1.
Superband was a very sec1 thing.
The nervous result shows every thursday, the discussions with Huilu on SPB.
Watching every performance again on tape like 50 times over and over.
Woah crazy, until now, everytime i hear them i will go abit flustered and crazy.
Its the i want to jump on the sofa feeling.
I cant explain even though its been three years.
Three years, Its a long way.
They played mostly the songs they played on superband.
Its like i kind of already memorised when nic will 'scream' or how hes going to sing, whens the nice guitar parts, when weiqi will come in with the nice melodies, and sam, haha the drums, even cooler in person.
So its like watching the videos, but live.
Its like a dream come true. It sounds the same, beautiful music, maybe even better live.
Haha, and our seats.
We think that we have the best seats in the place becuse all of their hair looks super cool from our angle.
Sam's hairstyle is nice, his drumming and singing is also ( Y)
Nic w/o specs and the LOL SPB hairstyle, looks very shuai i think. Maybe its the NS too! And his guitar skills is also super (Y)
But my fav band member is also very cool.
Weiqi, woah, his keyboards, low profile at the sides, occasionally saying some things, but super shy super cute, Lol renice and i like him the most eh!
Hahah, and it was me who influenced her okay!
And WOO~ WEIQI CAN BEATBOX.
He beatboxed in 黑色毛衣. The maracas effect at the end, I WATCHED IT LIVE.
Okay their live performance skills is good.
And at least they can sing and play their instruments live, not like some Lip Sync band that adds lots of lame stuff while singing in CSS and made me turn off my TV!
Okay i guess MLB will still have that special place in my heart, never fails to start the adrenaline rush and stuff.
偶像s will remain 偶像s forever.
AYE! Sg's got talents okay!

And there was the video, ROFLMAO.
Nic danced. But not bad eh.
:D
And benny played the guitar for 黑色毛衣.
BENNY ROCKS TOO!
And the thing is, even though its not a very large audience, the recital hall is not very big, but its the cosy feeling in the place.
They are very friendly to everyone, they didnt just dao everyone and think that they are very big or what.
They play music because they enjoy doing so, i feel.
So thats their 魅力 i guess.

Okay so the concert started at 9.30 ended at 10.30
We went to the rooftop to observe human behaviour.
Haha the night sky is also very (Y)
Wahahaha, romantic place.

After that went home with SY, talked, laughed.
Haha, before i slept she sent me a very aww-ish message.
Okay and i had sweet dreams yesterday.
Although i cant remember but i slept very soundly ^^

I read my post, i sound like a sec one kid.

Okay haha,. back to reality, study?
Going for church later, cell!
:DD
Double good day!

[edit]
Finished watching yesterday's PPY!
The TV is my new best friend!
Oh although i know heshengwu will win, but i want liuyun to win more.
GOGOGOGO LIUYUN.
And i think the other guy super flirt,
And i like ZZY!
:DDDD
HAHAHAHA, MONDAY QUICKLY COMEEEE!

让你感动了以后;
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Have Your way in me.

2009-04-24T17:57:00.003+08:00

I didnt sleep in the end, i painted my shoes :)

I painted the frenchfrybird !

Im going to the first MLB concert.

I cant wait.

Bye people, with lots of love! :D

I guess the most exciting part of today, until now i think, is throwing the ping pong ball.

About.

2009-04-24T14:12:00.000+08:00

Sleep will take my mind off things.

Good like it should be.

2009-04-22T19:12:00.010+08:00

I told Jeannie something ive not told anyone.
Shuck schucks shucks!
_ _ is causing me to do all the things xinmin will never do.
DUMBDUMBDUMBDUMB.

I went to the studentcamp website.
Theres this link:
http://www.youtube.com/user/singindork888?blend=2&ob=1
Its quite fun to sing lucky.
People actually posted video responses, i find it super cool.
He played while singing, cool 到爆.
Okay almost everyone can do that, but just some people cant.
He even sang dreaming with a broken heart
♥ x 1000

Thought this was interesting.

Okay chicken little xinmin signing off.
Whatever, laugh your heads off, the video is also on youtube.

[edit]

Piglet sidled up to Pooh from behind.
“Pooh!” he whispered.
“Yes Piglet?”
“Nothing” said Piglet, taking Pooh’s paw.
“I just wanted to be sure of you.”

For tomorrow:

2009-04-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

Run, dont walk the sky is falling through

2009-04-21T19:59:00.004+08:00

Every 2.4 km for me, i think, quite exciting.
Especially today's.
Im 65th. LOL.
I really dont know if its good or bad, because i dont normally run with the normal people.
But i think i improved from last year?

Firstly, i dont have any position to hold, im not that pro, no stress.
For 16-year old girls, i was told that the timing for A was 14.10, no stress.
I have nobody, no enemy in mind, that i want to outrun, no stress.
I remembered to go to the toilet before my run, lol after first chinese period i went le, no stress.
So there was really no stress for me.
I didnt train, lol, so even if i didnt do well i wont feel sad or anything.

They always give very anti-climax startings, we were very kiasu for dont know what reason, 15 minutes before that, we went to form up already. Then we waited. Haha, i decided to form up near the back. After that we were just told that the thing is going to start already, so we started running. Even until the 2nd station, i was still like 'Eh the run started already ah". Kind of regretted forming up at the back, not very encouraging to see the freaking amount of people infront i need to overtake. 200+? All the way until the turning i was slowly overtaking people, haha, so fun. Up till the SAME OLD STRETCH. There were alot of people in front. Almost 3/4 of them started to walk. So discouraging piangzz. So i walked/ run, lol quite fun. Then always at the back, is running for 面子. Everybody's watching, have to act cool and run what. LOL. So i was still slacking up till a blue shirt girl started chionging beside me. Haha, and the obligation to compete kicks in every single time. So i chionged. For like the last part -.-

After running something happened, so i went over to help. Hope yanhui's doing fine, heat exhaustion. Yupp.

Im still glad i remembered to go to the toilet before the run.

Realised that _ really super no 风度 la. when he ran i still cheered for him, And when i ran, he was standing beside Khoonhan giving some _ face when KH cheered me on. Totally dislike guys with no 风度 >:(

Oh lol, this time my goal of the run was to overtake as many people as i can.
Haha stupid goal bah.
Grats SY for getting 14th. LOL, she formed up at the front, so i didnt get to see her. Must be running like some mad chicken ;DD

Just to clarify something, i wasnt smiling to myself at Mac when i was typing something. Im just normally happy all the time. I dont like anybody, stop giving me the weird look, shelley and the rest. Quit guessing, not everybody has to like somebody.

I realised that my fingers super hard now, been spamming guitar since i've reached home. Im thinking of getting a capo! More fun.

Anyway i thought that my handover post was pretty dumb.
Its not like i missed anything now, i still see them everyday, and if i want i can go back to visit, theres still camp, life is just like normal. Its just handover. LOL.

I♥AP . N

Popped over to Sgrunners again:

Republican Run
28 June 2009 Sunday
http://www.republicrun.sg/home.htm

Streetwise Run (previously Milk run)
7 July 2009 Sunday
http://www.milkrun.sg/

Shape Run 2009
19 July 2009 Sunday
http://www.shape.com.sg/promotions/shape-run-2009

SSBR 2009
16 August 2009 Sunday
http://www.safra.sg/page.aspx?pageid=300

Halloween Run
31 October 2009 Saturday
http://halloweenrun.blogspot.com/

Most likely, Mizuno wave run will suck so its not here.
Anyone interested?
LOL.

Anyway, i forgot to say, my room's going for a revamp, some shelving thing arrived today.

Lastly:
Pe shorts owns all :P

Ahsjab

2009-04-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Before i type i would like to say :
I still dont feel very sad or 空虚 now. I dont miss anything much eh.
Just dont have the 感觉, yet.
I just watched like the beret throwing video 3 times, it was super shiok.
And while digging up old photos i laughed alot too.
After deleting two time, i dont really know how i should go about posting, recount?
Super boring, and no point, so lets see how it goes.

I was supposed to join softball in the beginning. Haha, bet you didnt know that! I was already in during secondary one orientation. But i wanted to take a look at the other CCAs.
I joined St Johns because..
Of the rain. I remembered that during orientation 2006, it rained when St Johns was doing the hentak song. While others were saving their stuff, AHSJAB continued doing their drills in the rain. And although i did not know what they were shouting and i did not see what they were doing, i just thought , Wow, there is commendable spirit behind these people. I wanted to join. And so, it was my first choice. I really couldnt see any of the drills because people were trying to seek shelter and stood in front of me, all i could see was their butts because i was sitting on the steps. And i got in.

There was another girl who got into Sj in my class then. Renice Goh. Lol, i really thought she was some eurasian then. We were sitting quite near to each other then too. If im not wrong, i sat beside her in class on the first day. So i started talking to her becasue we were in the same CCA. She was my first friend in Sj, like really WOW, come to think of it. She was the english rep in our class, with nice handwriting and brown hair. LOL. I guess thats all i remembered. Somewhere in my memory, there was the song Beautiful Soul and the guy with the cast.

To Renice:
Woah, we've known each other for like 3years and 4mths already. Just wait till i dig up the photos later. From w/o braces to braces, from the sec one hair to the emo fringe to hairbands, butterfly clips to now - BANGS. Thanks for all the down the hill talks, woah really made me feel like someone understood. All the crazy ideas and stuff, i bet youre as crazy too. Woohoo, for the times in NC3, for the times training NA, you're my first friend i made in Ahs, haha, although we werent very close or anything, but im just glad youre always there. Smiling, and hopping around. (although later, sort of saw your evil-er side, hohoho, 笑里藏刀yo? RMB!) Okay, peiyun once said that youre always the innocent one who always sees things positively, bringing cheer to everyone. I couldnt agree less. So yeah, keep it that way! & okayokay, so what if tresurer is higher than deputy secretary? ;D

Squad one life is just a blur to me now. There were just alot of First Aid lessons, drills? I bet you cant forget Shawn's 'ozzing out' and AHS buttons on Sj uniform and the bright pink hanger right! Our first 20 if im not wrong was at our 老地方. We didnt pass down a message, and so we were being punished. And i got to know more people after the lessons. My second friend was Joelle. We were waiting for our friends after CCA, so we started talking and exchanging emails. We sneaked out to see seniors pump, idk why too, becasue we were so bored, we got scolded by joyce. Those were the my name is copyrighted times. Shelley spams my blog. I still remember okay! You were childish once upon a time also! Joelle looks like Shiyuan, Shiyuan looks like Joelle. Joelle wears the green specs, shiyuan wears black specs. That was really how i remembered.

To Joelle:
Littlegreenatom! That was so long ago! Had our crazy times together, spamming squad blog, Haha, read the archives if youre reading this man! Sure brings back alot of memories. MONKAYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

就糊糊涂涂的过日子.
There was Hp trainings too. Nicholas MIA, woohoo. Mortigen, orange, ah boy and ah girl. Learnt alot, i really loved Hp alot then. First time wearing uniform, LOL was quite a disaster. We had to wax our uniform then. Oh those were the days. WAX until rock hard. Its like 30 minuts every thursday night. We set up our squad blog. Wah seriously not bad, we posted those very positive stuff. Wow, we were very guai then.

ok. so i'm gna write down everything tt i can rmb on last fri. what vice-oc said and stuff liddat. (: hopefully wun miss out anything. but now abit brain block. oh wells. here goes.

firstly. ATTIRE as in school de
# socks cannot be ankle
#girls. BLACK rubberbands only. no blue no brown no scrunchie no fashionable hairbands.
# tuck in shirt. those with jawstring still must still look neat and not too low.
#skirt must be acceptable length, not too short.
basically is all sch rules bah. (:

next is FULL UNIFORM ** important!*
#must iron.
#beret must be seasoned, must have tt line and no bai bai de dong dong.
#clip up hair neatly and only BLACK hairbands. same rules as above mentioned.
#amulet must be hard.
#collar must wax hard and stand up. (look seh u know. LOL.)
#belt must be tightened. the buckle thingy must be shiny also. as in no fingerprints.
#boots must be shiny must polish polish.(maybe will meet up tgt and polish tgt cos i know one person polish is super boring. =X)
#no dropping of uniform parts! incl. hairpins hairnet beret socks belt buckle ucover blahblah
should be liddat. hope i din't miss out anything. hopefully x)
oh yes. take pride in yr uniform.
"take no pride in your uniform rite? quit stjohns lar!"
-adapted from vice-oc.
okays... tt was total crap as in today ics already told us she don't rly mean what she said? as in sometimes they just splurt out whatever they want w/o thinking? i also dunno lehs. confused. ok anything (:
change subject.

next is RESPECT. yupps
if see ncos MUST greet. teachers also. seniors mams sirs also.
so the order goes like this: teachers, sirs, mams, seniors, ncos.
and for those who still not sure, teachers are those like mdm lur mr chen like tt, then sirs mams is those graduated liao, seniors are those sec4s, ncos are sec3s. yupps.
then right when we greet dun stop and greet as in when we running rite then when abt to reach the person, timer 123 then greet. dun have to stop.
yupps. so greeting is a must basic respect. (:

oh mans. forgot the rest le. as in currently canot think.
yesyes. SELF-DISCIPLINE.
#no slacking= no standing on one leg.
#no screaming unneccesarily. when high then high dun anyhow scream.
#during drills no laughing or giggling or smiling and when fall in no moving no fidgeting. must ren (:
#no dragging of boots.
# during sch time must also have discipline. they dun want to get any complains abt sj pple. if not we will get it from them.

yupps da gai is liddat. anymore u all can go add. x)
and yes. all the above we must adhere to it. if not u know lar. hou guo will bu kan she xiang= we will get it heavy from em.

lalalas. so sqd2 see? we still got lots of things to improve on. and yes with determination we can do it de. all for one and one for all. x)) our bangings! lots of space for improvement yeah? and bonding! i really hope we will really BOND as a squad. dun u all want to fullfill our last time ics hoyan and shawn's wishes? =) and our pumpings must be standard also. no chickenwings go down fully thighs up!
YEAH! so okok. (: shall stop here now.

yes. and nice time talking with our ics today and shouting commands. LOL XD
didn't know our ics so gaoxiao de. =X then xinmin was like laughing like siao. rofl.
oh yah! so cool eh. our ic y.liting is her sqd the nursing who can do th best standard pumping. whoots! hahas. x)
so yeah. JIAYOU sqd2!
one more thing. we must really cooperate with sqd3!
im ending off here.

-joelle(:

People, visit archives lah!
Anyway i think that post was during squad2 but who cares luh! We went for BFA.
ONG PEIYUN I REALLY HATED YOU THEN, I DONT KNOW WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.
You hated me like siao also but hahahahaha, dont care ;D Im glad we are good friends now. Its kind of amazing.
And then there was camp! The day before camp i fainted during drills. Becasue of the weather, everything just turned black and woah i fainted. First time fainting, was before camp. Oh the horrors. Camp was fun, and tough, or us that was already very tough, and it was tough compared to now eh! Like maybe twice as tough? There were many times, i can only recall looking at the the floor, because pumppumppump. -.- And mdm teo would come and 'save' usWe survived camp together, with more muscles (?) and peseverance! Before we knew it, we were squad twos, with our new i/cs Yeoliting and Luhuan.

As squad twos, we were told that it was the time we can bond and have fun. Okay but squad two life was a very bumpy road for me, there were conflicts, and many other things that werent exactly pleasant. I wanted to quit that badly at one point of time. I wanted to quit. Then came farewell, the meetings, i forgot, everything was just horrible for me. Rather blurry now, but it was HORRIBLE. Farewell was another phase of growing up, LOL! OUR DANCE! Our first banner, our first 'squad tee'. It was real innovative, spray paint -.-! Rock rhapsody was a blast!
Then came the team trainings. Memorising + Sweat + Stress (?), and the days spent outside DnT Block, us going down to eat at 85 almost everyday as there were trainings everyday.
NC3: Shiyuan, Renice Amanda Peiyun Seehui and I.
Its very easy to remember names like this.
There were the conflicts, esp when py and i were still on bad terms. There were bondings, there was alot of stress, i remember then crying over phonecalls. But everything was alright in the end, i guess.

To Peiyun:
Im glad we're still friends even until now, great friends. Yeah we often talk about it, like how we used to hate one another, but now, sort of thought that this friendship is kind of precious in a way or another becasue of that. So i hope that it would always stay the same, and yeah we can just be frank and, yeah just resolve conflicts if there is any :D Youre the one that has given me alot of support esp this year when things happen, and yeah. Im glad that you believe me eh! Really. Thanks for the trust!

To Seehui:
WOOHOOOOOOOO. We were super close last time! All the talks on the phones and stuff. Really glad that you were there, hahaha, Shiyuan: SEEHUI SO CUTE! Yeah agree. Haha, and yeah Mcfly rocks luhh :) Just dont know how it would be like if we hadnt stuck up for each other in NC3. Jiayou for your studies yo, you can do it!

Fast forward: Orientation was great, wasnt very involved, but it was just cool to finally have new juniors.

Squad two life passed really fast. Went in to camp, came out as sqd threes. Our i/cs were Huiling and Minle.

Squad 3 was like our peak?
Comp training started, again with new teams. New people, new numbers, new everything. I remembered that lol NC3 had that playground emoing session that wasnt emo in the end.We ended up fighting for playing space with the kids there. Times with NA were precious too. We got scolded for bad attitude, quarreled alot, its like a totally new thing all over again. But after swing talks and numerous events, it worked out. We loved drills after that Vday 2008. Worked super hard for zonecomp. Really missed the days when we were being trained. Farewell 2007 was a cool experience too. Banner paintings, the three little pigs, and the dance. Its always banner paintings that bonded us. It was when 勇气was the song and MLB was the band. It was also then we found our new hideout: Eighteen chefs. We were like the first of the Ahs people to ever go there. Remember that there was even a time when we went 4 times per week. It was crazy. Ltp also started, i wasnt in charge of anything, so yeah, everyone else were rushing for deadlines. There was BNCO: Falcon with Joan and Philip. The stinking hairnet days, the days of anal retardation, the days with zzz lectures with stinky people and more stinky people.

To Joan:
Thanks for being there during the whole course of the camp. If it wasnt for you, i would seriously die because it was so retarded there. Woohoo, and after that you became secretary and me deputy secretary, and now advisors of Vorteeger. hahah. Hope you and _ goes well, lol. Really quite compatible. Aiya, just kidding la :D

Orientation 2008 was kind of exciting, idk why also.
'We're fun and nice and we're one big family.'
Had new juniors again! Haha, the happy feeling never dies out.
Welcome party: our very first time executing anything. I think it was not bad!Gd job amanda and joan! Squad three was also a time we see each other everyday, literally everyday, inclucing saturdays at times. We spent vday together doing our flags, dateline was the next day. Stayed in school until 10+. Some of us wanted to stay over. My birthday was spent doing sj flag day, super pathetic haha. Did my OC proposal that night at rachel yeo's house. Wow, what a nice birthday present right. Attachment started, we all had our dream posts, funny thing was, they didnt clash! Sometimes, i still remember the times i screwed up my attachments. Which was everytime. Woah, conflicts again, and THE LINE saved the day. Camp?
Camp 2008 was very fun for me. Its very different when the one up there being grilled were you squad mates, you will shout louder, you will move faster, somehow. Day one: Philip and Shiyuan.
day two: Hsinyin and I. Day three: Shelley and Amanda. I guess the most ememorable was when we did that last 20 in the concourse. Only our squad, for that last 20. I forgot, who was beside me, but the floor was covered with sweat and tears. And i cried, not becasue it was tough, but i was becasue everyone were crying. And after that, we discussed, Haha, many of us cried because we saw someone else crying. Squad three was really our peak.
Handover came, for things we couldnt change, we just had to accept. I was squad one i/c, deputy secretary and QM member. Wow, unexpected. really.

To Amanda:
Lol, we see each other like everyday during squad three life lah. Even saturday, when you will be late, wearing your shopping queen shirt! Haha, and youre my busmate! LOLLLL the whinings, and stuff. Classic lah, amanda nodding away and banging your head. Long wayyyy home from east point, the stone table! Yeah, haha very glad to have you for hp partner during camp. Dont know why, but its just a very good thing! Lol, just glad we pulled through.

To Hsinyin:
We really worked together alot of times.
For orientation banner i/c a whooping 3x2m, day two course i/c, when i was OC, you were the vice O. Haha, ultimate working partners already lah. high five yo!

Life as NCOs.
Seriously, life as a cadet is better.
Learnt alot, WF stuck together, friendship with YUANZ and SHELLEY grew better. Projects, CCAs. First ever project: Farewell. Alot of effort okay! Hahah, managed to pull through, with our stupid hairdos. Long meetings at amanda's house with lots of digressions + food. Woohoo, mahjong during christmas at amanda's house. Super fun, addictive.

Orientation was hell. Really. But i learnt alot. Conflict management, and woah, it was a very tough time. 100% Especially when the date's creeping nearer and nearer. But yeah, luckily, there was Rachel. Although alot happened, but i think things are still okay now. Anyway, we got ourselves 15 cute juniors. So not bad bah, efforts were worth it. I think of mock comp i think of buns. lol how unexciting. Haha, an there were times i trained AC. I really dont know how to train an ambulance team. Worked with Khoonhan, seriously, sometimes it made you feel like puking blood. But yeah. It was okay.

To Khoonhan:
Yeah, B E A M A N. Yeap. I was kind of surprised you baked, haha. cool, really. Im sorry if i scolded you many times, im like that. LOL. Hope that you can be with 46 or is it 47 now. lol. Dont tell me right, FINE LA! :) Haha, thanks for being the logistic guy yo.

To Rachel:
Good job for orientation too i guess? Maybe we really lacked the initial friendship, but things were okay in the end somehow? IDK, but yeah, i guess it was great working with you bah!

This year, went through alot too. But yeah, just really really glad that WF stuck together till the end. Woah, its like this year that ive grown closer to Sy also, somehow, just talked alot this year about many many things!

To Shiyuan:
LOL, i know you love my lame jokes, thankyouthankyou. I know how to make you laugh already. Telling you jokes is one of the most satisfying thing ive ever done in my life. Haha, and yeah, this year i really feel that we can talk alot, and it those not boring kind! Thanks for being such a great listener, hahah i can always count on you to listen to my whines and problems. MY NUMBER 3! Hahah, thanks for always being truthful and frank, hahah we are people who appreciate frankness. Wont forget the time we had training NA, and time we had in trainings, or just eating at the canteen together. You can always rant to me tooooooo! 要说的，早早就说完了. LOL, its just the same few things im thankful what!

And to Overly Childish:
I like calling you childish because of your reactions. Please dont knock my head or jump on me anymore, haha, youre a great confidante also! Lol we enlighten each other! Used to dont like you, like you dont like you like you. Keep changing lah, but in the end, lol we still rant to each other! RAWRRR. LOl remember the HQ talk? NS T2? Come to think of it, its really dumb! You owe me a million bucks for keeping secrets liao. And for the things that happened recently, just want to say that, we will support you all the way de, so yupp, dont stress. Sounds super cliche, but yeah, we're left with our last project le. after that will befreedom and more studying :)
HANG ON GIRLLLLLLLLL! (GROW UP)

To squad one:
Ambulances, shout louder la, the girls shout louder than y'all. Guys must take the lead, lead them. Do remember to study for Basic First Aid, no fooling around, no joke. Dont lag during drills, always put in effort, dont hate people in your squad, stay happy. Hang on in there as a squad, the other 14 people will be very important people in your life, learn to appreciate them. Remember to study your first aid again, diedie must pass. Come what may, i think y'all will be able to pull through fine. Although its less then 4 months, but all of the nonsense all of you gave me made me look forward to mondays. Yes, so yesyes, study for your first aid, its really important, im just going to nag at yall. GO STUDY FOR FIRST AID. Dont miss me, maybe i will go back. :P

Okay pictures some other day. (worth the wait!)

Built to last.

2009-04-20T19:49:00.002+08:00

It took me 3 days of dont know what i was doing to finally realise.
I wasnt angry at him who was angry at them, i was angry at them.
So when i was also angry at them, how can i be angry at him when he too, was angry at them?
It took me 3 days to make sense of the two sentences above.

I deleted the post again. Haha if this carries on im never going to post it.
But after getting over some stuff i can finally post it.
Later. Really, later!

I dont wish to be the weather, lol.
Cos the weather's still pretty (@*$&^@*#&.

And Mr hamdan was real angry today.
Maybe its not the stress, its our attitude.
In my opinion, i think that sometimes we backstab teachers too much.
The saddest teacher that always kena will be the relief teachers.
And of course, the one who printed out out textbook for us.

Have to chiong abit this nowadays, because i want to relax on friday.
Three in transit!
:DD
Sg flyer?

Just a short rant:
I cant stand how irresponsible people do things without thinking of the consequences just for the fun of it. Maybe its becasue they dont have to bear the consequences, but its the people who have much more responsibility that they have, that have to clear up the mess. And yeah, these people are usually stressed to a point because of all the clearing up, that they dont have a chance to have fun themselves. Now isnt that selfish.

But we just have to accept it that there are selfish people in this world, but never in a million years would selfish people always have the luck find people willing enough to clear up after them all the time. So yeah, i sure hope their luck runs out soon.

Just another rant:
I mean, we are all humans, we make mistakes. Human mistakes are inevitable, but why is it that im still quite scared of screwing up and doing something wrong? Why people just accept it that we've made a mistake. The point is, no they will forever remember. Once you do something wrong, everyone will seem to judge you using the mistakes you made. Things are never going to be the same again and what for? Mr hamdan once asked:
Why is it that Sweden can some up with brilliant companies such as Ikea, and Singapore companies just remain as Singapore companies? Do we not have enough talents? Do we not have enough smart people?

Sometimes, in Singapore, we are so afraid of making mistakes and failing that we dont dream, because dreams carry risks we cant take.

I cant ever go high enough, because im scared that i cant take the fall.
Its something i dont want to admit, but after thinking through, its still a fact, at least for me.

Gah, this is so pressurising. Sometimes you just need people in your life to tell you:
'Its okay to make mistakes,' without it even sounding sacarstic.

If you understand, you understand.
If you dont, you dont.
Im not stressed, really. Its really not the stress.

Cheers to Mr Tam's new discovery of imeem.

Breathe - Michelle Branch

If I just breathe
Let it fill the space in between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe.

'cause you're so lame.

2009-04-19T20:24:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, I wish that I was the weather
You'd bring me up in conversation forever
And when it rained, I'd be the talk of the day

HOHOHO! I like John Mayer recently :)

Today: The highlight was dinner.
Had steamboat, with chocolate fondue for dessert! WOOHOOOOOO~
Okay ive been enlightened by shelley yesterday, im not going to think too much about any :/ things already!

Today weather was crap. I slept the whole day. Quite slack.
I'm CCA-less, no more responsibilities. No more nothing.
Is that so?
I typed a whole chunk for the post handover post.
Felt like deleting it again.

Post it some other day maybe.
I just dont have the mood for posting it now.

The weather is still _.
And i have the spastic macdonald theme from corine already!
Super spastic :)

Its time to go to school with ankle socks!
HOHOHO.

Cause when it comes to you.

2009-04-18T23:21:00.003+08:00

I typed a whole chunk, deleted everything.
Maybe i've lost interest in blogging already.

Long post maybe someday later, after camp, or not at all.
SQ109, i still love y'all luh -.-

Today, had follow up, service cell.
Learnt alot, but im still in this very dry period of my spiritual life. I look forward to Saturdays, because, we talk about God, share laugh and learn. I dont get to do this any other days of my week except maybe sunday. Theres no one to talk to.
Sometimes, i just know God loves me, but i dont feel it. I want to love God more, and i've been praying for him to change me, change all my bad habits and for me to grow closer to him.

But its today that i feel that God is very real to me.
My life's been pretty 一帆风顺 nowadays, there isnt any trials or anything that i feel is very difficult to overcome. But sometimes, people just irritate and i get irritated. So the BS on patience and perseverance kicks in at the appropriate time.

And another thing:

I didnt know Matt made it on an advertisement.
I dont watch TV.

One more.

2009-04-16T17:40:00.005+08:00

Not only are the student stressed out nowadays, the teachers seemed to be stressed too. JT is the second teacher, after Mrs L to come in and nag us about our attitude, and our results, and how teachers would be blamed for bad results. Tsktsk, these are the stressful times..

Oh and im baking as i type. CAKES woohoo. Found the recipe in a kiddy cookbook in the library yesterday. Must be easy because its in a kid's cookbook :) I just popped in the mixture into the oven. Didnt have a cake tin so im making cupcakes! Renice passed me the recipe book already. Woohoo, but my heart really sanked when i read on every 500 recipes that we must use an electrical mixer. MY HOUSE DOSENT HAVE AN ELECTRICAL MIXER! but turned out that i got scammed by my mum. We have one at home but no one used it yet. So i guess it must be buried somewhere in the storeroom. Theres at least 500 things i can bake with the EM. Wooo, so cool :)

My dad threatened me yesterday.
If i dont get L1R5 less than10 for Os hes going choose my school for me.
First reaction: WTH, I BET YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT SCHOOL THERE IS OR WHAT COURSES OR HOW TO COUNT L1R5 RIGHT!
Dad: i just said one line and youre scared already?
Yah hor, OKAY LA. I take up the challenge.
-.-"' I really dont know what ive gotten myself into

I told peiyun and renice today. Peiyun was real cool:
Peiyun: Okay la, you go score a six-pointer, and tell him you wna go poly.
:)
LOL, OWN HIM.
Anyway Renice's taking hotel management in poly.
Cool, with a bright future i htink, hospitality and tourism. With the new IRs, i think the future not bad bah !

Woohoo the cakes THEY PUFF UP SUPER CUTE :D
Looks nice eh ~

Lessons have been very intresting recently.
Lots of funny stuff.

Mrs Lam: Aye, you mean you all dont go to popular de meh? Mrs Lam is not going to ask the publisher to come, Mrs Lam is not your mother. If you want Mrs Lam to be your mother, can. But next time Mrs Lam old le, 躺在那个 old folks home, You will have to come visit Mrs Lam at the 老人院 and cook porridge for Mrs Lam every Wednesday.
Someone: Har..
Mrs Lam: Then you think you want Mrs Lam to be your mother so easy ah? Have to sing song to me somemore.
LOLLOLLLL.

During SEL.
QH: Eh teacher why every day play the same song for us to go down ah, should play some exciting techno songs.
LOLLLLLLL

Okay, life's good.
Today's YF was good too. Im quite excited about the next 8-10 weeks! :D

Random update: The cakes are nice ^^

Woah, tomorrow's the day already! Guess there will be this long emo handover post. But currently excited about tomorrow, not sadness bah. Anyway, its a very weird thing : We will be back. Better polish my boots and do my uniform already. I guess life after tomorrow will be different bah, but its going to be exciting too. We were discussing about that today. But yeah, im not going to be emo tomorrow ive decided!

I just know bout this today.
This year's AHSJAB 50th anniversary. THATS REALLY NEAT! We've got a longlong history :)
Im looking at the photos on facebook, super WOW.

Anyway, i've been disappointed with people recently. Like recently, im not sure why its like this now :(

Slow goodbye
I can read the lines on your face
And they're telling me
Everything I already know

I hold you in my arms,
But you're light-years away from me
Slowly sinking under alone

So I act cool
On the outside
But it's eating me
Alive

Cause when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
I'm the compromise
No, I can't take another
Slow goodbye

Sitting in the park after dark
Smoking cigarettes
Biting on the black of my nails
Cause all I ever wanted was what you took away from me
Trying to make it right but it's too late

I'm a hopeless case
On the inside
And it's eating me
Alive

Cause when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
I'm the compromise
No, I can't take another
Slow goodbye

I die
A million times
Every time when you
Look me in the eye
And lie
Cause I've heard it all before
The same game
We go around and around
But I still end up with nothing
But hurting

Cause when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
I'm the compromise
No, I can't take another
Slow goodbye
Yeah

There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
I'm the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye

[edit]
I dreamt of _ again, woah, its been a long time since i last dreamt of _.
Haha, nice dreammmm!

Hey _, i realised that i have 22 posts with your name in it.
I read them, i forgot how it used to be.
Thought i knew you for a minute, now i dont anymore.
Or maybe i still do, i dont know.

Two more.

2009-04-15T18:21:00.003+08:00

You can be as logical, rational and objective as you want, it's not going to change the way you feel.
Put it this way; you telling me that lunch is in an hour doesn't make me less hungry.

Its not an hour, its two days. a whooping, lets say 48 hours more?
48 hours more from now onwards.

Its nearing midyears again, oh im feeling the same feeling i felt last year:
Hello, xinmin youre such a loser, you might just die tomorrow and what are you doing? Studying. Everytime when the exams are nearing i would feel the exact same way.
Okay, but maybe for midyears this year, im studying with a teeny weeny bit more of excitement. IDK why, but its just like that. Let the passion burn till end of Os yoh! Nah i dont think it would.

Just something i forgot to post: i just wish that i can grow up to be like Mrs Lam. Character-wise. She can come in, rant abit to us, and scold us abit, get us to study, make us laugh and teach us from her own experience, make a difference. All the trust thingee and tobacco-soaked socks.

Went to the library's career guidance corner, hoping to find a job that i want, to motivate me to study now. Kind of disappointing. Haha, nothing much there for me i guess.

Kind of obsessed with playing on the guitar. 2 hrs + already. I better stop! Get some work done probably :)

Surfin'

2009-04-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

Ive been surfing the net:
(in no particular order)

#1
www.breathingearth.net
The statistics makes all your hair drop out.

#2
www.oneword.com
Cool concept. My word was disconnect.

#3
http://www.anxietyculture.com/contents.htm
Haha. for people who loves these kind of things :)

#4
If we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it would look something like the following:

There would be:

57 Asians
21 Europeans
14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south
8 Africans

52 would be female
48 would be male

70 would be non-white
30 would be white

70 would be non-Christian
30 would be Christian

89 would be heterosexual
11 would be homosexual

6 people would possess 59% of the entire world's wealth and all 6 would be from the United States.

80 would live in substandard housing
70 would be unable to read
50 would suffer from malnutrition
1 would be near death; 1 would be near birth
1 (yes, only 1) would have a college education
1 would own a computer

When one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need for acceptance, understanding and education becomes glaringly apparent.

Three more.

2009-04-14T19:14:00.005+08:00

Mr Hamdan gets cooler by the day.
This was what he showed us :D

Narrator: Do You have a boyfriend? Whos Your Boyfriend?
Girl: Tan Hong Ming
Tan Hong Ming goes :OOOOOOOO!
So sweet! HAHAHHA.

Nothing really much happened today.
Saw TYBY on tv mobile this morning, cool yea :D

I just think that student camp would be very exciting! :}
They did publicity today, coooooool yoh!

No apologies workshop was classic. With lots of funny stuff.

24th April is coming!
Woohooo, Sg flyer (?) and Three In Transit and MLBFC tee.

Okay so i shall start studying already. Here comes the determination :) And yeah, do homework, sleep earlier, stop snoozing for at least 20 minutes every morning and do QT every day. Im getting my life back on tempo yoz!

Oh i saw H again today on the way home. I just smiled and waved. What was i to say? If you competed with people your own age, we could have pwned you. But aye, its over already. There was no bitterness, nope, there wasnt. :)

I found my source of inspiration, for more thought provoking stuff! ohohoh!
Small people only want one thing from you:
Someone else to be as small as they are.
Stay big.

Something i found out recently.
My cousin's super cool, she part of the Singapore Paranormal Investigators. For three years already. Hahah some stories she told were quite interesting :)

Okay, toodles!

Four more.

2009-04-13T19:09:00.003+08:00

New playlist, songs i've been listening to:
Unbeautiful - Lesley Roy
Slow Goodbye - Lesley Roy
Thinking Out Loud - Lesley Roy
Crazier - Taylor Swift
Forever - Rascal Flatts
Take Me Away - Lifehouse

Its those sad kind. Hope you like it, i sure do. I like the sadness in RF's voice, everytime. Wooo.. Lesley Roy's Slow Goodbye was a surprise. Nicely done. But my current favourite is still Take Me Away.

Today's recess was LOL. Shiyuan really laughed out loud, Renice was singing londonchocoroll, shelley was 'branding' me. Oh i think we were the noisiest people in the canteen. Oh well, i dont know what to say.

Im just very :/ now. Indescribable. I dont get why _ has to say a vulgarity when _ saw my chinese marks. Buzzzzz zzz zzz.

Thought about some things yesterday, i dont know why. Maybe i've just been listening to a few people. And suddenly started thinking about these things again.

To be friends you've just got to be frank all the time what. If not there will be misunderstandings, and alot of other stuff that will snowball and snowball (yup i agree, shiyuan!), and it would be a great big mess in the end. If someone just isnt being frank, i wouldnt want to tell him/her anything what. And normally when people just dosent seem interested or genuinely listening i wouldnt say anything at all. Misunderstandings.
In Mercy, JP says:

You know it's never fifty-fifty in a marriage. It's always seventy-thirty, or sixty-forty. Someone falls in love first. Someone puts someone else up on a pedestal. Someone works very hard to keep things rolling smoothly; someone else sails along for the ride.

Maybe not in the context of only marriage. It happens all the time in relationships. If you're the one giving 60 or 70, then its too bad, youre the one giving and working harder. But it all boils down to whether you think its worth the effort. Ive seen people putting in lots of effort to make friendships work, but sometimes it just dosent go the way they want it to go. But then, some issues just cant be resolved. 只能说，让时间渐渐把感情淡掉吧。 Sometimes, the feeling of knowing theres nothing you can do is just so discouraging. Its a sick feeling deep down in the stomach.

Just been wondering alot, but im not really speaking from experience, but yeah, just looking at the world zoom past from a third person's point of view. Sometimes im just glad not to be directly involved. World peace Y. Haha. But yeah, change, change change. Is friendship acceptance or just the constant demand for change? Of course we feel that it should be acceptance, but yeah all the while our actions are just speaking so loud 'I dont like this, you change your attitude'. Change turns everything the same, i think.

But sometimes, being too frank gives rise to another group of people. Woohoo, and theres the haters. Hello haters, but im really very tired of all these now. I dont mind if you hate me or anything, but yes, i still have to love you. It would be appreciated if you made it easier :/

Just something else, totally no link, but i just thought that it was something that makes alot of sense, from wliting.
Complainers never change the world.
They do nothing, but talk about everything

Okay, end of all the :/ stuff, the playlist sure gets me into the mood :)
Haha, guess what i dreamt about? LOL, i dreamt about prom. I was telling SY SK RG during recess today, shiyuan laughed like mad. I was telling them about what they wore in my dream. And i dreamt that i had long hair. LOL, just kill me already lah it was seriously very pekchek and super weird. HAHA, something to laugh about.

Mr Hamdan's really woah. Woahwoahwoah.
"Last Friday was Good Friday and yesterday was easter am i right? Now How many christians are there in the class, raise up your hands. Now, can anyone tell me the significance of easter? Its when Christ was resurrected. Now, in your opinion, which is more significant? Easter or CSS? Did you hear anyone going up to talk about Easter and the resurrection?"
True. Woah, he just watches and say something that sounds like criticism to me.
He is good Mr Brown material :D

JT super lame with the powerpuffgirls thing today -.-

The only chapter of chemistry i studied yesterday was taken away by Mrs Lam today because she wrote wrongly.
Sometimes im so lucky i cant believe it.

Singapore flyer anyone? ;D

ohohoh!

2009-04-12T09:17:00.004+08:00

AIJIA GOT SECOND :D

Her last song was super (Y) lah. My whole family quietened down, i stopped screaming and jumping around, i think my neighbours gna complain. As expected, Jarod won, but thats not the point, AIJIA got second wooohoooooooo! Maybe you'll see Jarod singing and crying in CSS3 if there is, with his voice like 3 times lower. Even my dad was so excited about the whole thing.

Dad: Which one is from your school?
Me: That shortest one lah, eh, wait quiet lah i wna watch.
Dad: That one so fat.
Me: KEEP QUIET LAH.
Mummy: Daddy, if you want to watch, please watch from the start lah. Keep asking now -.-
Bro: CAN YOU STOP SCREAMING.( referring to me)

Its a very retarded night.

My heart stopped when i saw Dr Boon on stage. Kind of bad, i think she should let her hug and thank her mum first eh!

AND WAHAHHAHAHA PENGZHI SUPER SPASTIC BLOCKHEAD FUNNY SPASTIC ON TEEVEE!
I laugh until i wna stop breathing already.

Gosh, imagine the adrenaline rush on 24th April. I will just faint.

HAHAHAHA
And i just realised about the blister on my foot. I thought it dried off.
Lol it turned white and the skin peeled off.
Cool :D

Feels like my whole of next week is spammed by tests :/
Ohohoh!

Hehe, i took MRT ot Joo Koon today.
Quite sian, nothing to see.
Cos we were at Juroong East, so i persuaded my family to take to Joo Koon.
Umm, so unexciting lor.

Complete.

2009-04-11T19:47:00.002+08:00

Watching videos on youtube, learning how to play some new songs. Quite cool, suddenly excited about the guitar again. Haha, let the peeling process begin again. Now my fingers are super sore, super red, but, its okay! Its gna harden until its rock hard again, like last time :O

Today, church service was a blast. I havent been to a service for very, very long. Missed it so much! And the loveus activity was good. And i felt very encouraged after all the sharing. Well, im still in the dilemma, but i believe that God will provide a way bah. Have faith :D

Was very happy because, Bryan accepted christ! Okay, not that i know him very well, but its just the joy of knowing that someone else also received His salvation. Dont think that i know of anyone else that accepted christ after me bah , Praise God! (today and everyday :D) He is really wonderful, and GOOD NEWS! Just when i thought the wednesday activity was not very successful becasue it was very leng and all, but 39 people wrote that they are willing to accept him on the reply slip. A WHOOPING 39! May God continue to add on to our numbers after XSY xD So exciting to see how God work in His own way and time. I didnt guess i would be this happy, but i am!

God is good, all the time!

HAHAHA

2009-04-11T11:39:00.005+08:00

I was playing guitar from 11pm till 140am last night. I know how to play more than words on the guitar already ^^

Many songs can be played using G D Em C in this order.
I was playing just now and me and my brother were like filling in and singing. Maybe not exactly, but it works. There like a whole lot of songs that uses this 4 chords in the order.

James Blunt - You're Beautiful
Richard Marx - Right Here Waiting For You
Alicia Keys - No One
Mika - Happy Ending
Black Eyed Peas - Where Is The Love
Angela Ammons - Always Getting Over You
Boyzone - All That I Need
3 Doors Down - Here Without You
Howie Day - Collide
Jazon Mraz - Im Yours
Five For Fighting - Superman
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn
Akon - Sorry, Blame It On Me
My Chemical Romance - Dead!
Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable
Secondhand Serenade - Its Not Over
Secondhand Serenade - Your Call
Secondhand Serenade - Stay Close, Dont Go
Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar (chorus)
Katy Perry - Thinking Of You
Simple Plan - Untitled
The Cab - ZZZZZ
The Used - All That I've Got
Hellogoodbye - Oh, It Is Love

Okay, my fingers hurt and im going for service already.
Byebye :D

100 x 100

2009-04-10T21:45:00.002+08:00

HAHHA, found new textures, so i decided to make icons.
If shelley sees this, shes gna kill me.
:DD

Reluctance.

2009-04-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for
the ungodly. Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good
man someone might possibly dare to die. But God demonstrates his own love for us
in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us - Romans 5:6-8

Its good friday, but im not allowed to go out.
Felt that i've pangsehed alot of people, sorry, i cant go for the service today :(

I should start studying already.
But, procrastination ah.

HAHAHHA, JUNE IS COMING ARE YOU EXCITED???
http://www.studentcamp09.blogspot.com/
:DDD

Okay, haha short post.
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

And i dream about you all the time.

2009-04-09T18:51:00.003+08:00

The days are long!
The usual, shelley trying to convince others she not childish, renice obsessed with her own fringe, shiyuan? Well, shes reading Angels and Demons

Had two tests today. I seriously thought Emath test was on friday. But what friday is this friday? Good friday. I forgot, and it totally didnt cross my mind. Okay but both tests today were manageble bah.

(IM STILL IN THAT DUMB DILEMMA)

I was pretty sleepy the whole day with less than 5 hours of sleep. Okay, it was entirely my fault. But i thought that the intercomm is cool, you just speak into the phone and the whole school can hear. Wow. Been quite quiet recently. Yes no? I dont know. Reading: http://community.livejournal.com/wtf_nature/
http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
I got addicted to reading the secrets.

Oh and this is the long-bus-ride-home song of the day

And i could tell you.

2009-04-08T18:22:00.003+08:00

Today, kind of nervous.

Had physics SPA before recess. I think its should be okay. :D After recess, it was napfa. HAHA, quite nervous, but still As. Man, i still need to work on my sit and reach. Going to train for 2.4 a little le, hahah.

I thought that the expression was not bad. Its just that the ratio's just not getting everyone high, like student camp did! Awww, sad.

TML WOULD BE WAKE UP EARLY DAY. LOL MEETING JANUS ON THE BUS, SCARLY LATER SCREW UP THEN WE LATE -.-

Im still playing with conga! :D

After school, i crapped super lot ^^
HAHAH SHELLEY LAME.

Shelley: AYE, CHILDISH 的！
Qinhui: YES?!
Shelley: OKAY LAH, AYE MATURE 的!
Wenjie: HUH?!
SHELLEY: OKAY LAH XINMINNNNNNNNNNN!
Me: Yes, SHELLEY??????

If you get it you get it, if you dont get it you dont get it.
But it was quite funny.

Okay i guess the problem with my banana chocolate chip muffins is that its too tough.
I think its because of the egg.
The recipe wrote: 1egg.
Shiyuan's mum went to modify: 1 and a 1/2 egg
I broke two eggs and just when i was adding, both slipped into the batter.
HAHAHAH SO I ADDED TWO EGGS.
LOLLLLLLLL, like that also nevermind.
Okay so im gna try again next week.
1 egg and 4 bananas into the batter
WHO'S UP FOR SAMPLING?
HAHAHA, kindof dangerous, because cookies right, the ingredients arent that disgusting!
In the muffins theres milk, eggs and banana -.-!
LAOSAI MATERIAL IF THINGS GOES WRONG.
If you are interested, tag and prepare toilet paper.
Renice's bringing her cupcake recipe book tml. Hmms.. Maybe i will bake cupcakes next time.

Okay haha byebye.

But if i tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you.

[edit]

Before i did work, i played with PS for a little while :D

Heh, okay, random doodles :D

I fell right through the cracks.

2009-04-07T18:37:00.005+08:00

Good day.

Highlight:
I was caught sleeping by our dear Dr Boon and Ms Cheong during amath lessons today. I was sleeping super soundly. I was expecting Ms Koh to be the one to wake me up, because the next period is English. Took me super long to register. However, i just woke up and stared right into the face of Dr Boon. She was nice though. Ms cheong was standing at the door. Quite embarrassing, but yeah i didnt think that this would happen to me. Rather cool, yay, ive been caught by both the P and VP for sleeping in class. (Y) I was so scared i might wake up and see her face again. Thus, i didnt sleep for the rest of the lessons already.

COOL RIGHT! :D

Afterscool, there was phototaking, and then it was band meeting.
SWT.
Okay so i dont think i will be taking part in the band, frontstage stuff. Would be a regret i guess, but! Backstage is equally important, so yupp i should start to do my job well. Afterall, im still serving God right! Learning more about AV, it would be a good experience i guess. Maybe im just not musically-inclined, but i feel that im just not tenacious enough to stick to something, and just work hard to do it well. Jack of all trades, master of none. Its super pathetic.

I shall start work on the powerpoint.

10"Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and
whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.
Luke16:10

Okay i have lots of things to do already, and im super looking forward to tml's assembly programme. Maybe you'll hear my (sweet) voice over the intercomm on thursday too!

Byebye! :D

Till I See You [edited version] - Hillsong United
I will live, a child in awe of You.

Which To Bury, Us Or The Hatchet.

2009-04-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

Im burying you.

No, I don’t hate you
Don’t want to fight you
Know I’ll always love you
But right now I just don’t like you

I tried to move you, but you just wouldn’t budge
I tried to hold your hand but you’d rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I’m getting at
You said goodbye and I just don’t want you regretting that

( and just forget the world )

2009-04-06T17:46:00.003+08:00

Mashed up music reminds me of this.
This is still classic.
Lol, lame mash up + own lyrics + rant.

School wasnt that bad.
WOOOOO TODAY IS GO HOME EARLY DAY!
Okay, went home and baked :D
Surprise tomorrow!
Its just super exciting to see the batter swell up.
And haha, although its not super nice yet, its the first time!
And i know how to improve it already.
:DDDDDD
Anyway, i modified the cookie recipe today too.
I tried it out: less sugar and butter.
Not much difference in taste, but i eat knowing thats its healthier.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

Today im going to:
Run, study chemistry, sleep early.
:DD

Rather grouchy nowadays.
If you irritate me, i will yell at you.
Hahaha, warning yo.

And hmms, ranted abit to shelley on the way home today.
Take turns.
Anyway, hope _ goes well.

_'s SUPER CUTE!
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I think Sk will know, cos i keep saying to her.
LOLLLL, did I?

Currently, contented.
:)

Like a rollercoaster ride.

2009-04-05T23:23:00.004+08:00

NA09

I love you and thats all i really know.
( Everything i want to say is already in the corny letters. )

I didnt cry, because i saw the performance, theres really nothing to cry abt!

Had divisional dinner after everything, at the same place.
Fountain of wealth, occasional 'rain' every 3 minutes or so.
Alot to say, alot of feelings but i feel like sleeping now already.

Pon school tomorrow?
Haha, i want to but i cant.
Feel like and have to are two completely different things.
Although the only difference is me sleeping at home, or me sleeping in school.
Now the 空虚 sets in.
Most probabaly band stuff on tuesday after school.
Wednesday makeup lessons with amanda, thursday with darren?
But the 空虚 still stays.
I never pon school before in my whole life.
Sad life.

Now that the weekends are over.
:?

I have no feelings about anything, i have nothing to look forward to.

Saturday:
Pig's 16.
Haha, her expression was priceless when we brought out the cake!
haha, she still thought they went toilet.
HAHAHA PIG, HOPE YOU GROW TALLER.
Thats like last year's christmas wish, new year's wish and my wish for your birthday for you!

Oh and during cell, we played pass the guitar.
Lol, cool praise and worship concept.
Need to practice more le :D

Okay, im no fun recently, i want things straight to the point.
I have no strength to keep second guessing everything.
I dont try to be funny, i dont type long messages.
Im boring, people shoo go away.
Im really strained, burnt out.

Its a new start, im going to play guitar, run, sleep, hit the books (including the bible)
Its going to be a whole new chapter baby!

Im tired, NA i love you.
Renice i love your bangs, makes you look like katy perry, really.
Shiyuan, i love you too, thanks girl for everything.
Goodnight everybody,
And squad ones, Im still waiting for your smses.

ps. shiyuan, i regretted drinking the whole of whats left of the peach tea.
Made me go to the toilet to pee like every 10 minutes or so.
Anyway, dont worry about the lot of sperms the greentea you drank killed.
You dont have any to begin with.
:D

Okay this is reallyreally goodbye.
If you see me in school tml, you see me.
If you dont see me in school tml, you dont see me.

人类的心是个无底洞

2009-04-04T11:42:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's competition already. NA jiayou!
:/

Alot of feelings i cant describe.
RAWRRRRR! (WOOF!)
Okay, thats the inside joke bettween me and jeannie.
Okay she can just easily say that she _ _!
But, i cant. lol.

难得谁自告奋勇
体贴让人格外感动
爱上他前后用不到一分钟

Heart over mind.

2009-04-03T22:03:00.004+08:00

Im just blogging because if i sleep now, i will have puffy eyes.
And theres training and cell tml, so i dont want puffy eyes.

The long weekends starts tomorrow.
BATTLE.
Seems like it.

Idk what made me _ today but im sure its really not guilt.
Theres no guilt.
Maybe i just suddenly realised that today's already the _ _.

我一开始就没想当个好人
Sums it up.

I feel like sleeping now.
But the emotions jumbled up together.
Makes it very >:{

Heart over mind?
Its something to think about.

I will just update my links for now.

[edit]
I guess the links will just get shorter.
Its one of those late night reflection times, while waiting for the clock to strike twelve.
IDK why, chinese's better for expression sometimes

不敢想像，他们没有我的回忆只会越来越多
Its like a sick feeling deep down in my stomach.
& now i ask: Where were you.

Anyway, biology spa was over.
Wouldnt say that i screwed it up.
I just forgot to rinse the syringe, conveniently.
And so i didnt wash it.
Like everytime i used it.
When mrs liang and that other teacher was looking my way and whispering.
Well, i didnt think that they were talking about me.
Yes, they weren't okay.
Now its my turn to be in a state of self delusion.
But i could say that my agaration skills were not bad ^^
And so biology spa wasnt very bad.
Had a fun time swirling the stuff.
Was totally cool about the entire thing, no worries, no stress.
Maybe if i know everyone of my answers are wrong, i will be :/
But for now, i cant really say much, its pretty positive.

To _:
Youre not the only one. C'mon, its not by choice ok.

Im reading up on the columbine shootings now.
Haha, i would recommend the book Rachel's Tears.
Wonderfully written.
She was one of the victims of the killlings.
She drew a picture of an eye crying 13 tears onto a rose.
On that day, just after that, 13 people were killed in the shootings.
She had a close walk with God, the book shows some of her diary entries.
Good read, although i've forgotten most of the content already.

Just 10 minutes more!

2009-04-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

Im reading this book called We Need To Talk About Kevin by Lionel Shriver. Mr Hamdan took it and flipped and read through roughly. He said that its better than any of the crap out there. Okay, its about some guy who shoots others in. This is the third book im reading about school shootings. Ive read Rachel's Tears, and Nineteen Minutes. Okay but the point i want to make today is that i totally gt PWNED by We Need To Talk About Kevin. In a mere 12 pages ( one chapter), the author used 47 words that i dont know. I dont know if my english is really bad but, here, to site a few:

Trifling Proffer Foraging Anecdotal Ratify Imbued DintBaubles Sheen Scrounge Piquancy Perilous Frutive Ranrod Svelte Bereaved Gaunt Imperiousness Motely Albumen

TIO PWNED.

Okay i really dont know what i am doing nowadays, just floating around, barely keeping my eyes open.

Anyway, i realised something. I cant stand people who use wrong shortforms.
~~Your beautiful~~
You're beautiful!
~~Whose missing me?~~
Who's missing me?

If you think you're good try this:
http://blogthings.com/theitsitstheretheirtheyrequiz/
I got 100%. I really cant stand it when people use the words wrongly eh!

Okay byebye. im checking up the meanings of all the words. My vocabulary isnt very good.

Uninspired.

2009-04-01T18:21:00.006+08:00

I acquired a 20cent coin large blister on the sole of my left feet during PE. I really thought it was a rock at first, but while i was playing basketball, I felt something burst. I went :O "must be a blister!" And so it was. But i didnt care, i carried on playing. Until the skin shifted and caused a huge stack of skin on the left side. It hurt really bad. So i went to check it out. It was scary, I thought it was the size of a 50 cent coin at first. Maybe it shrunk, or maybe now my eyesight got better. Anyway, it isnt as big now already. Ok, back to the shifted skin. It was shifted, and the small hole where the liquid leaked out caused a vacuum in the blister. The skin was stuck there! Okay so it was a very painful thing trying to bring the skin back flat again. And now, as i examine the blister, i realised that its a perfect circle. The hole sort of sealed up by itself (my body's function of repairing worn out parts is working fine, im happy) So its really very exciting now, watching the liquid slowly making my blister puff up again. Its right smack on my feet, so i have to walk in a way that enables me to walk w/o applying too much pressure on the blister. And i think by walking like that, im going to twist my leg soon. (Y)

Today's the most exciting April Fool's Da in my 4 years of AHS life. Although its really very stressful when i just discovered today that i have an english test, an amath test, an emath test, bio test, physics test, chemistry test, chinese test, SS test tml! Thats just one subject short for midyears! Better start studying now! Okay, we swop classes with 4L. Kind of realised that 4H has the most -.- teachers ever. 4L teachers were rather cooperative. TTH was LOL. Mr Yow was in a state of self-delusion.

I really need to see my 4L! Wait, im not going to respond to your greeting, i reallyreally need my 4L. Go back to your own class, all of you!

Our teachers were rather boring as compared to 4L's. But yeah the Ms Koh arc was indeed exciting. After that came the confessions. Felt like a face workout. It was downright funny. I laughed like a week's share of laughter.

I just rammed my feet into the computer table while checking out the blister. Anyway, i think it just grew fatter.

I listened to both the stories the lady told. Plus the very long introduction. Both of the stories had anti-climax endings, but its okay! Storytelling as a profession. Hmms, Isabel, im still sucking blood. Bet you didnt understand that.

Oh google also has the auto suggestion thing already. Lagged for quite a while.

Life has been rather directionless for me. I cant concentrate, i cant maintain focused. I sleep more but feel more tired everyday. I have this feeling that im waiting for something to happen, but i dont know what it is. I stunn alot these days. I dont notice things happening. I dont play games on the computer, i dont do much, i just blog, and wait? The computer failed to keep me entertained for the second time since last year. I get bored with the mundane things i do everyday. People didnt seem interested, so neither am i. I need someone to spread the passion he/she has about anything.

Okay, thats the end of my day.
And while flipping through notebooks, i found a book with flipbook animations my brother drew at the corners. Super cute! Okay, i dont know when he did it, but its cool okay.

I just realised my blogsong's promoting the album unstoppable, super dumb. I didnt test it before i publish.
Haha, have a good laugh.

You see people putting effort into videos like this:

Star Wars: Retold (by someone who hasn't seen it) from Joe Nicolosi on Vimeo.
On Vimeo.

HELLOYOUTUBE YOU ARE SO NOT THE BEST NOW.
Just look at the quality vimeo videos is in!

I cant believe im so bored, im making mountains out of molehills. Actually its just a 20cent coin-sized blister, 50cent coin-sized blister.

Joke of the day:
Ms Koh: Which is the other animal, like sheep, doesnt have an S.
Someone: Snails? No ass.

I just happen to see this:
SHIYUAN YOU MUST WATCH!
You can kill me later.

SNAIL from bob lorrimer on Vimeo.

Bye.

Patiently.

2009-03-31T21:32:00.002+08:00

I keep rewatching the birthday vid!
Super funny and i became dumber.

Everytime im with THEM i cant seem to act normally :X
SEE LA ALL YOUR FAULT!

Today was just very funny.
Everytime i see _'s face i wna laugh, idk why.

And SEL i think everyone was super funny and i was reading the tongue twisters aloud.
LOLLLLL
I was sleeping for the rest of the lessons i think.
I kept sleeping recently.
Although theres no test no nothing.
Really its the SLOTH!

HAHA, tell you something very unbelievable.
THE FIRST TIME I SLEPT IN CLASS WAS WHEN I WAS IN SEC3!
Hahaha, i dont remember why but i was quite enthu last time.
Now i keep sleeping everyday like nobody's business.
(I think PZ very irritating)
I will try not to sleep in class tml! :D

Okay Sy and RG just left my house.
Its super lateeee now.
Lol, renice is suddenly enthu about guitar.
Go restring yours dohhhh!
The squeeeeeaky sound :D

Oh yes i borrowed the dream book and a book called DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING.
Because i really DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING!
They have random stuff in the book which are cool :D

IDK MUCH ABOUT THE MOON:
What is a lunatic?
The word lunatic, literally meaning a moonstruck person, was used in English as early as 1290, but its use goes back to Poman times when it was popularly believed that the mind is affected by the moon.

O_O
I REALLY DK.

IDK MUCH ABOUT EGGS
Egg colour as based on the colour of the hen, true or false?
True. White shelled eggs are produced by hens with white feathers and earlobes. Brown shelled eggs are produced by hens with red feathers and red earlobes. Yolk colour depends on diet.

LOLLLL!

Okay thanks guys for the pens.
MAKE ME LAUGH ALL THE WAY DOWN HILL LIKE A LUNATIC.
SY was laughing too.
(woah, lifetime supply)

Oh i forgot to mantion.
Mr Kevin tan played drums for the sunday service last week.
His hair is cooler now.
lol
Some mohawk style LOLLLL!

OKAY, im going to sleep early today! :D

I got tired of waiting.

2009-03-30T20:51:00.004+08:00

Fahrenheit made me turn off my TV.
I mean, for real.
Their new 形象 is so erm, yucks?
And YYL is the only one who can sing okay.
Heard that Aijia got in.
LOL WTH, we all know shes not going to win if the supporters are like -.-
Why give her hope, in out in out in out?
I mean im quite bad to wish that she really gets out ONCE AND FOR ALL LA.
But the way i see it its really O_O

Erm, today chemistry spa.
Nothing else le.
Thanks to everyone who wished me today.
:)

Sometimes, i seriously dont get people.
Raise my hopes up and then what.
Zzz, no expectations!
But its really dumb.
I got tired of waiting.
>:{

Oh mac has new Strawberry Shortcake and Mudpie icecream!
Looks nice in pictures, but oh well.
LOOK AT WHAT HAPPEN TO CADBURY!
Ahaha, maybe i will try!

Okay haha, no mood today.
Fb upload photos damn slow
Sorry people!

RASCAL FLATTS IS NICE.
Lol, waiting for unstoppable to come out! :D
I have Here Comes Goodbye and Forever already.
The third song released today, its on my blog tgt with HCG!
:DDDD
Their old songs are nice too.
Yupp, rascal flatts is nice.

Byebye.

29032009

2009-03-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

And when I got home, before i said amen,
Asking God if He, could play it again.

I dont know how to start.
Chronologically?

Saturday morning.
Ada passed me the cupcakes and notebook.
Although the note's short, but it was all that i needed.
Thanks girl :D

Went for Cell after TYBY.
Thankyou TREE :D for the song and cake!
Hahah treecell had full attendance after so long :)

Thanks NANO cell for the birthday song
Sihui for her nice prayer!
Its really very nice although i was smiling like an idiot!
Haha, many many more 16 years to come xD

Had dinner with my family at Pasir Ris Xing Wang.
Ate until i was super full :P
THANKS YO :D
My dad just think his idea of turning off all the lights and going out for dinner was genius -.-
Earth hour mah.

Sunday 29032009:
Tell you something really stupid.
When people say happy birthday to me today.
I have this reallyreally strong urge to say happy birthday back.
Like when people say hello (okay cheesoon, i know its a really bad example)
Then i would say hello back.
When people say merry christmas i would just say it back to them la.
BUT IT DOSENT WORK FOR BIRTHDAYS !
Okay, being older makes people dumb.

Thankyou to those who wished me before i slept:
Joshua (msn + tag+ sms)
Joseph (msn+tag+wall+sms+post)
Celeste (wall)
Renice (msn)
Jiaxin (sms)
Yanbing jie (wall)
Janus (sms)
Jinni (sms)
Shiyuan (sms)
Sinhwee (sms from Sydney, aww super touched!)
Shelley (sms)

After i woke up:
SMS:
Isabel
Shuqin
Xiaohui
Elizabeth
Yilin

Wall on facebook:
Joelle
Elise
Benny
Xiaohui

Tagboard:
Bro
Cheryl
Isabel

Email:
DUMB INSTANTZ send me a birthday wish.
LOL haha member mah, used to go there to watch OP -.-

OKAY!
Ps if i missed out anyone.

Hmms, went for Sunday service today
Gb enrolment and dedication service!
HAHA, to support jeannie also.
Learnt quite a bit from the sermon.
Not bad.

Haha, after service.
Thanks:
Meiyi (card)
Cheesoon
Cuifen jie
Margaret jie

Special thanks to weitian, sihui and keli for the bouquet of flowers.
SUPER NICE!
:DD first time i received flowers on my birthday.
Pictures tml!

Went to airport for lunch with:
Jeannie
Meiyi
Supeng
Janus
Weijie
Sihui
Yongsheng

Thanks people :D
HAHA THANKYOU WEIJIE FOR THE GUITAR PICK, I STILL CANT READ WHAT YOU
WROTE XDDD!

Saw Rachel and Suhuai at the airport
Thanks for the chocolate x3

Lol, learnt abit about boyschools from supeng.
HAHAHA and the lame mysterious dont-need-to-touch- touch-screen.
The way he did it was cool la.
The way did it it was spastic.
HAHAH AND JEANNIE DAMN CUTE TODAY.
Meiyi, thanks for the card :)
Dont be too sad now that tyby is over
At least JAJL treating yall to bbq still xD

THANKYOU PEOPLE, idk how many times ive typed this, but really :]

Went to meet:
Shiyuan
Renice
Amanda
Peiyun
For part II.

I really had alot of fun.
Started off with the Carls Jnr MRT.
Dumb renice was saying to the whole MRT : IM SO HUNGRY!!!!
And the mrt makes people hungry la :O
HAHA pictures tml baby!

So we decided to go to bugis for buffet steamboat.
Ended up in 天天火锅
I KO after like the third or so round.
Wah im getting more laoya
The rest were still going strong
I was the first to wave the white flag.

OH YES TYSOMUCH SHELLEY FOR THE KNOCK ON THE HEAD.

Haha, anyway we ate until we were super full
Lol and theres the story of the 100g marble cake that cost $1
LOLLLLL.
And the humjingbang damn nice (LOL I REALLY DNT KNOW HOW TO SPELL)
Ok, pictures can do better talking

Haha, after that we went to esplanade to cut cake!
Was damn retarded!
But the setting was super pretty
The cake's super yummy
LOL highlight:
We tried to blow off one candle we took off the cake with our nose
LOL FAILED TERRIBLY!
Okay and thanks for everyone of my relative on the phone from the chalet x3
Love yall lots too.

SAW A HUGEEEE POSTER OF MLB
WHICH ADDED :) TO MY DAY!
IM GOING ON THE 24th!
Haha, and im getting my FC teeshirt!
MLBFC :)

Im getting sleepy now after all the food.
Oh yes, went home, to find another cake again!
3 cakes in 2 days!
:D

Okayokay. Pictures tml!
This small part of lyrics kept playing on repeat today.
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading.

Sihui jie asked me something totally random today.
Got me thinking.
Told her some parts of it.
But yeah, its not something i would think about normally.

Okay let me end with a picture :)

Okay thankyou shiyuan for your letter.
I cried la see what you did!

With or without you.

2009-03-28T10:40:00.006+08:00

Y(^.^)Y

Someone baked for me :D
(wahahahah, jealous not! xD)
Vanilla cupcakes!
Thanks wong :D

What i really want for my birthday:
1) _ to win _!
2) Guitar lessons

Actually, nothing.
Really, because i cant think of anything.

Later: TYBY and Cell.
AHAHAH!

Hmms, today my dad was just being so nice to me until my mum says shes jealous.
HAHAHAHA, theyre jokers la!
Okay la, theyre nice ( if you minus all the naggings )
I was talking to them when i was in the kitchen.

Me: 你们很nice
Mummy: 什么？听不到，我只听到‘你们’
Daddy: 我只听到‘很nice’
Me: 放两个在一起
Both of them: 你们很nice. ( YES!)
Me : Dont know whether to -.- or laugh.

Haha, my bro's result will divert my parent's attention.
Means less naggings for me.
Hes totally trashed by me.
Loser, study laaaaaaaaa!
:P

Fighting by yellowcard is nice!
One of those songs that gets stucked in the playlist.
Never listened to even after very long.
Suddenly it started to play because of shuffle.
Now its stuck in my head.
Haha recently its been crazy baby, thinking of you and now fighting -.-

Im less than 1/4 to the end of tdvc!
Record time i think.
Read till 1am yesterday.
Freaked myself out.
Finishing today.
Dan brown gets quite boring after 2 books.
Same things, but slightly different.

Oh wont you walk through
And bust in the door and take me away.

[edit]
Finished reading The Da Vinci Code in two days
<7 hrs i think
Teehee.
[PWNED]

You cant break what broke apart.

2009-03-27T18:29:00.007+08:00

Today, is a weird day.
Woke up at 7.30.
Feels super weird.
Wore the ish tee to school
Feels super weird.

People just aren't satisfied with what they have.
When i arrived at the busstop,
There were three girls in green.
They started pointing at me and exclaimed so loudly, that i can hear them even though i was listening to music.
"Aye, why her colour so nce one? Why is ours green? So ugly la!"
And i hear people in blue saying that green is nice.
-.-
People never seem to be satisfied with what they have.
Maybe thats our problem.
Oh btw, i like my shirt, i like the blue (more than the teachers' blue)
Its the colour of Eclipso, the colour of Chelsea, the colour of the sky, the colour of the sea (if its not polluted)
Cant they just like green like i like blue?
Green is the colour of the trees, the bushes and spring onions, and as a soccer noob, idk if theres Any soccer team with the colour green la. But hey, theres the all-so-important GRASS.
Actually what im trying to say is,
If you cant change what you dont like, like what you cant change.
And today's bus nine was really fillled with colours :D
Actually i like the grey ISH shirt too xD

Fill in the blanks:
And I never fail to comment on the school's taste of choosing the _ to decorate the school.

1) Plants
* xinmin goes -.- before explaining*
They placed plants that looks like they're about to die outside the GO.( the ones with red flowers)
The hibiscus dosent look too good too.
The worst:
Prickly shrubs at the linkway.
Might as well put cactus right, can add to the sound effects since they tied ballons near them right.
(Y) exciting~!

2) Couplet
Okay yeah i know its the same words placed in a very good school in china nongnong time ago.
But the 事事事 and the 声声声 -.-
对不起我有大舌头！
-.-
WABIANGZXZXZ.
Still a nongnong way to go till next CNY.

3) Banners
Theres this new 饮水思源 on the wall facing OPS on the LSB.
Cant blame them.
They still have to raise $450,000 more.
So yeah, constant reminder for the staffs and students.
I think its directed more at the upper sec, because it faces our classrooms.
I shall not comment on the banner design.
Shiyuan's :) because 饮水思源 sounds like 饮水诗媛.

4) MOOMOOS :D
Okay they are cute.
But purple and green cows ought to be shot if they go MOOOOOOOHAHAHAHAHA!
(okay inside joke)

Okay the walkathon was great, since there were only 4 NCOs.
Im at the back of the division yeah, making sure no one falls behind.
Yeah great job hahahaha.
Carrots and tomatoes.
(HAHA THE DOG BARKS AT YOU)
The route was kind of lame but.
Its okay bah.
As usual the usual nonsense.

Okay, im kind of sotsot today.
"Mummy mummy mummy i dont want to go to school because shelley keep hitting me T.T"
I cant seem to grow up when shelley's around.
"Mummy mummy mummy, i dont want to go to school because shelley's hindering my growth!"
When she hits me on the head:
"Mummy mummy mummy, shelley kills all my braincells, if i become stupid, its not really my fault, i think ive become more stupid T.T"

And i know the eagles creed by heart!
AHAHAH!
Okay lame i think i was too bored during one of the past year's founder's day. i memorised it.
-.-

Oooooooopps, we folded hearts with B's favourite precious page.
(the yellow one)

Watched tyby for the 2nd time
Much nicer than the 1st time.
Im watching it for the 3rd time tml.
HOHOHO!

Saw something that made me quite agitated after school.
Haha, thats when my sacarsm is the deadliest.
One look and you would have guess whos the one behind it right.
If im angry, it only makes me stoop down to _'s level.
If _ had more guts and confronted me, i would have easily trashed him w/o using a single vulgarity.
Cant we just be frankly frank with each other?
(Paiseh, couldnt resist the temptation to use that xP)
Blahblahblah, haha i was disgusted.
行正直路的，步步安稳；走弯曲路的，必至败露.
Sounds familiar? Its from 20th January's devotion.
HAHAHAHA!
No damage you can do now im immune to you now.

Dont you think katy perry's thinking of you is like the female version of hinder's lips of an angel?
HAHAH!
(unfaithful, but okay, maybe he died.)

Haha, ive become 10 x $2 notes richer today.
Sort of funded my concert fees xDD!
Ahahahah, happy, happy~

Okay, blogging helps me vent out all the @#&^!(@ w/o using a single @#&^!(@
Enjoy your day people!

And every day I'll always love you

2009-03-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

Now something's wrong but idk what is happening.
I cant access my blog or anyone else's!
Play fill in the blanks yo!

I played _ on repeat yesterday.
And because its so distracting, i couldnt get a single physics thing into my brain!
I think chinese and physics test was okay bah :/

Today, laughed alot i think.
But that happens everyday.

I came up with something cool today, but i forgot!
It was some kind of great idea!
Hmms, i cant recall :x

I finally finished the book about the miners.
I think its a good book bah.
Non-fiction?
Yeah, cool xD
Read more of TDVC le.

I guess i was pretty retarded for a while there on the way back home from lavender!
The bag grabbing and HAHA, _ looks like his mom xD

Im still not used to seeing the top scorer of my PS change -.-

Okay nothing much today already.
Guess what?
Tml's the real friday and theres no cca, but theres knee length big blue shirt!
LOL!
Quite slack, and then theres the weekends.
Idk how im gna spend it!
Too many appointments!
!!!

Okay everything just seems to clash together.
NAPFA just started, i cant afford to eat too much.
But ahahah, who cares right!

You're like a hard candy with a surprise center

2009-03-25T21:05:00.004+08:00

[8:52pm]
MY BRO'S BLOWING RIVER FLOWS IN YOU ON FLUTE.
I THINK DAMNNICE LA :D
[8:56pm]
HE CAN PLAY IT ON PIANO TOOOOOO!
<3!
[9:15pm]
HES PLAYING KISS THE RAIN ON FLUTE NOW!
CRAZYYYYYYY
I WNA GO SLP LIAO.
AHAHAH :D
[9:25]
HES PLAYING THE DUMB PONYO SONG ON FLUTE NOW
-.-

Verbally constipated.

2009-03-25T20:09:00.004+08:00

Ahem,
I have alot to type today.
Actually, my days are not very exciting, but im just easily amused.

First thing first!
I THINK ALL GUYS SHOULD JUST LEARN HOW TO CRADLE PEOPLE LA.
Waseh today _ super cool seh, cradle _.
2nd time already eh.
HAHAHAHA.
Wna impress girls, do the cradle
Mind you, do the proper way xD
(Stjohns teach you how to pao niu haha join Stjohns!)
Lol, how about piggy back?
My squad's favourite xDD

The cow planting session today was dumb.
Plant cows, like WTH?
LOL now the school just became spactic-er
Mee Bunz and doo went around adopting cows.

Me and my RESPECT xDRenice and her HOLINESS
Doo's with RIGHTEOUSNESS i think x)

Hmms, PE was NAPFA.
Sit and reach was -.-
Cant even train de la, people not very flexible.
People with birthday before 1st April are considered 16 years old.
4 days -.-
SBJ was okay.

PE's great.
LOL, especially the names people say just to 'encourage' others.

Hmms, then today FTI, it was super funny.
Listen to Qinhui talk to LGL.
REALLY WILL LOL DE.
Because i just sit next to the teacher's table.
Then they talk v loudly.
Everytime Emath's lesson with QH will be super funny.
And theres LGL and wenjie -.-

Oh yes i forgot to mention something super cool.
The 3rd storey of counselling block!
Newly renovated.
That time we went to watch the movie.
Theres 4 rooms
The Samuel room
There is the Emmanuel Chapel, where inside theres till the Joshua room and Caleb room.
The place's v nice i think.
HAHAH!

Just because there was CCA today, im now very confused.
I HAVE TO STOP THINKING THAT TODAY IS FRIDAY.

Ahaha end off with a small part of dedications and a small part of something ive learnt recently.

To dabian #1
Dont be such a 1/2 guy la.
Must know how to make decision fast what.
And when its a must and not a choice.
Yeah, must act like a guy whatt!!!!!!
Okay im not really 不爽 or anything, but sometimes, its just very 看不顺眼.
Guys should act like guys, dont 婆婆妈妈, and must have 风度 also.
Yes, 风度 also very important.
I cant stand 婆婆妈妈 people too!

Ahaha, 婆婆妈妈 people!

To dabian #2
I cant help you, idk how to help you.
Aiya its been too long.
Actually idk whats happening too, but.
You T.T then all you friends will also be very concerned about you de what!
I really dk what to say.
Its those things which i would like to help in some way but i cant la.

Okay then about my little reflection.
(haha i think i can get rich if i charge people for keeping secrets and hearing rants)
Haha two ears nt enough de lor xD

#1
Honesty isnt very needed in the world.
Everyone wants to know the truth but the truth hurts la.
It always does!
If you dont wna get hurt, then dont go ard asking for people to tell you the truth!
Hmms, yupp.
IDK whats the problem with the world.

#2
Being the 中间人's not easy.
But im getting used to it, and learning fast too!
Okay, i like doing these stuff xD
But yeah sometimes you wna say in to the other person.
Just becasue we know each other too well le, thats why we cant.
Because we know how the reaction would be like.
太认识彼此也是错.
Seriously
HAHAHA, idk where my longlong thoughts went.
Sort of mind blank now

OKAY BYEBYE, SEEYOU TML SINCE ITS NOT SATURDAY TML.

But you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
(You know, you're not foolin' anyone)

Three In Transit :D

2009-03-24T19:26:00.008+08:00

Things that are worth a mention today.
I read postsecret.blogspot.com
Pretty interesting, even after so long.

And i think Darren's quite pro, he said i could be a psychologist
We took the test today on ecareers.sg

Haha, the most suitable job for me according to them was:

Counselling Psychologists

Description
Counselling Psychologists help people with mental health and emotional issues. They evaluate problems and provide treatment. They help people to understand their problems.

Education
If you would like to be a psychologist, you will be required to have a recognised post-graduate degree in psychology from the National University of Singapore (NUS), Nanyang Technological University (NTU), SIM University (UniSIM) or an accredited foreign tertiary institution.

A post-graduate degree in applied psychology and appropriate practical training are required to become a registered psychologist with the Singapore Psychological Society.

Programmes/Courses
Psychology, General

Salary
Accredited psychologists with post-graduate qualification would have a salary starting from $2,380 per month.

In a typical pay package, they would also receive performance bonuses, Annual Wage Supplement (AWS) and insurance. They are also eligible for training sponsorships and scholarships for continuing education.

Hahah, cool right.
I can consider these too:
Psychologists
Medical Social Workers
Counsellors
Translators & Interpreters
Lecturers
University Professors
Education Officers
Mathematics Teachers
Science Teachers
Arts Teachers
Commerce Teachers
Art Teachers
Design & Technology Teachers

9 of them related to teaching -.-
Wahaha, just a rough gauge bah.

I guess i was pretty irritating the whole day.

Mrs Lam brought her laya dogwhip to school today.
THe hand thing flew out.
But its scary la.
Almost hit me
Haha, its not good sitting in front.

Okay i will stop here le.
I aim to sleep at 10.30 today.

Oh i've already started reading TDVC.
Robert langdon!

Listening to this.
Lol, the vid is so LKK, but haha it was MLB's 翻身赛's song that time.

Walao, Aijia got out. then have to 翻身 again.
翻来翻去翻来翻去翻来翻去
Comes down to one sentence.
MDC EARNING MONEY LIKE SIAO LA.

你会有一天后悔

不要得意，你会后悔
.

Lazybum.

2009-03-23T20:54:00.004+08:00

Im ecstatic.
Going crazy already.
Today is one of the best days ever!

I was pleasantly surprised.
WOOOHOOO MLB MINI CONCERT EH xD
I still go crazy everytime its them.
Since Secondary ONE eh xD
24th April, friday, 9.30 pm.
Tickets are $28 dollars (plus the sistic thing already)
ANY TAKERS?
Hahaha, if have tell me asap by wednesday?
Even if its mid of exams, its okay right, its a friday, sat and sun can study.
(need to chill out and relax abit)
OKAY IM STILL SUPER EXCITED, IM NOT THINKING PROPERLY ALREADY XD
XDDDDDDD!
XDDDDDDD!

Okay although im still abit crazy now, i have other happy things to post about.
Think the 5 minutes thing is working out well, but its kinda short, but i will be extending it to 10 minutes.
XD

Okay im still crazy.

Hmms, lol my greatest sin is SLOTH.
Erm, really.
PROCRASTINATION KILLS XINMIN.
Hahahah!
Lol Ms Koh was like, :I didnt expect that from you, xinmin.
Okay lol, why didnt my dad speak to ms koh during ptc?
She might just have some nice things to say.
HE JUST HAD TO GO SEE PENG ZHI.
AHAHAH GOODGAME.
Okay and i think our presentation was good.
Goodjob people (esp to ruth, i know you were sick, so abit late never mind xDD)
Oh hahaha, greed still owns all i think xD

Smily of the day is xD

Okay, lazybum here's determined to change my lazy ways.
I brought AP for a run, lol 3 rounds.
Technically, its not a run its like half walk and half run.
HAHA, hadnt been running since super loong ago.
Its a noob start (feels like im starting all over again)
Kinda inspired by the people who run at my walking speed but kept going at it.
(Its a positive comment, really!)
Okay i was supposed to start running during the holidays.
But ahah, SLOTH.
Cant help it.

Okay im super happy now
smiling like some retarded person.
Okay i had my haircut, now pretty short, but at least no hair poking into my eyes, no need to part my fringe (yeehawww), no more siaozhabor when the wind blows.
I think my hair weigh half a kg and retains alot of heat.
Kinda like haircuts.
:D

Okay im still excited.
Cant wait to get the tickets.
:DDDDDDD

Oh doh, i missed my mlb fc shirt collection :/
DUMBDUMBDUMB.

Determined to change, im finishing all my homework!
( no more slackkkkkk life)

WOOHOOOOO MILUBING'S CONCERT IS ALL IM THINKING ABOUT.

Added two more songs in to the playlist.
Only Fooling Myself - Kate Voegele
Kate Voegele - Wish You Were
Nice, worth a listen.

I voted twice for aijia, hope she gets in la :/

2009-03-22T23:51:00.001+08:00

Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
– Galatians 6:9

So I'll be holding my own breath

2009-03-22T13:26:00.003+08:00

Kinda 失落 now.
Haha, maybe, i dont know.

Woke up at 8.35 when we're supposed to meet at 9.
ZZZ,i forgot my alarm was recurring and its only for weekdays -.-
So it didnt ring.
Yongsheng's morning call sms didnt work cos my phone's in silent mode.
(chionged like siao)
Actually, theres no need to because i just waited 15 minutes for the bus.

Ate breakfast.
Hmm, and we waited.
So there was just us three, eating breakfast tgt and waiting at 9am+
The thing opens at 11, we thought it was 10 -.-
Sat outside and talked about yesterday's activity, about god, church, lame jokes ghost stories, the murder game and about cells.
LOL.
I find myself talking to people about ghosts recently, alot of stories and stuff about ghosts.
Learnt quite abit from YS and stuff.
And meiyi laughs quite easily too.
:DD

We waited for like quite long, but went in, it was like O_O
We walked for 5 minutes and we're sian already.
NOTHING -.-
5 minutes, quite dumb.
Saw berwyn, faith and zhixuan (i think its spelt like this) when we're going out.
HAHA, go there to 闹.

Went sportslink next because meiyi really need new trackshoes xD
So we went eastpoint.
She got her shoes, and we ate lunch together.
Lol, the excitement about baby loony toons.
Okay , now im back home.
Going Ikea at night i think to get new shelvings and stuff for my room.
OH NO THEN MY HOMEWORK?!

Okay start now.

Oh yes, and im still quite excited, < a year to senior cell.
Yes and no?
But there will be alot of us I guess.
Maybe there will be more after this year's student camp.

I saw alot of red carplates today, but everytime, no ones there for me to knock their head!
LOL.

I guess many people saw the rainbow at different parts of bedok bah.
Hahah! cool :D

Just a quote:
Sometimes, God calms the storm.
Sometimes God lets the storm rage and calms his child.

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs.

2009-03-21T23:19:00.003+08:00

Haha, i saw a rainbow today!
It was during dinner :D
Yeah but too bad its a sad face, not a happy one!
Ahahah.

Today woke up super late.
Ahaha, im not the only one who overslept okay!
There was only four people who turned up.
Guess who?
ahahah.

Church, then was retreat.
Games in the beginning.
I think playing in a band is super cool la.
LOOOOL
Kind of got the feel today.
Nice eh.
:DDD

Erm watched facing the giants
Great movie, but kind of predictable.
But the humor is (Y)(Y)(Y)
Inspired to change.
(hope its not short-lived)
>:( argh idk whats the problem with me.

Meeting meiyi and yongsheng tml to go to the adidas sale at expo.
Long day tml with homework dear.
:D
Byebye!

(invincible)

2009-03-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

I hope chelsea wins :D

TRAINING.
LESSONS.
: { stuff happened today again.
People, people, people/

Afterthat was the sec1 BBQ, i expected more people, but i think its okay bah.
looks like the stud camp BBQ and campfire ;D
Swing talk with jeannie and meiyi.
Cool, i was kinda ranting to them, and they were ranting to me.
Yupp, friends should be like that de wht! :D
I think talking to Jeannie is really very nice most of the time, ok actually its everytime.
Shes frank and totally wont fake.
Yeah, cant imagine her faking.
Okay as usual, ranting works wonders, im beginning to feel the effects already.
:DD
Maybe the day wasnt so bad afterall!

Thats just about my day.

Shall end off with another 10 random things.

Random thing #1
I actually talked to jeannie about _.
But of course i didnt mention _'s name.
Its something no one will ever know.
Im still thinking that if i die tml right, people will surely flip through my stuff right.
Then so many dumb things i wrote in that book.
KAY, theres only one dumb SUPER dumb thing.
(I promise i wont die tml)

Random thing #2
I still think if someone's named Gary, Doh will be a nice surname.
ZZZ, All garys shall be gary dohs.
LOL, its the hq guy i think maybe PY and HANNAH and SIEN will rmb.
Gary Doh's a nice name, somehow.

Random thing #3
I woke up today thinking.
EH ITS FRIDAY ALREADY T.T

Random thing #4
I think this year's student camp is going to be real cool.
They did a little bit of publicity today :D
I think not bad!

Random thing #5
Im gna get sorethroat soon, shouted for ard 5+ hours.
Ate some BBQ stuff.
The pork chop thing was really as good as they said ;D
No lor i didnt eat too much.

Random thing #6
Yongsheng is a super professional pengkang-er.

Random thing #7
I need to reach school at 9 am tml T.T
My legs feel like theyre gna drop off le.
Hill's fault!

Random thing #8
Im getting whiny-er by the hour.
Whinewhine whine.

Random thing #9
I was thinking, i probably wouldnt survive for long if i suddenly have to move to another part of SG.
I hate changes, i think i will live in Tampines for the rest of my life.
Loserish thought.

Random thing #10
Nope, no eyecandy.

Playlist

2009-03-19T23:46:00.002+08:00

New playlist on shuffle:

Breathe - Michelle Branch
Damn Regret - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
No Such Thing - John Mayer

Dont know whether the bearbear's working properly LOL!
Its quite lag at times haha.

My fav song now is No Such Thing.
I like the chorus ;DDDD

Okay byebye, me gg sleep :D

Once and for real

2009-03-19T19:06:00.002+08:00

I still cant seem to stop blogging.
Okay, 10 random things will do.

Random thing #1!
I like _'s smile :D
Haha, so nice, makes me feel like smiling too!
I think _ has the nicest smile i've seen since quite long ago!
Haha!

Random thing #2!
I think listening to Gives You Hell while walking up the hill in the morning makes me all ready to AP people.
Its a really nice song.

Random thing #3
I finally got the laptop for Conga's room.
Lol, i fell asleep playing ps yesterday again -.-

Random thing #4
I think ruth's a good project mate yo :D
Our English presentation's gna be cool like B)
Woohoooo greed is still the deadliest sin ;D

Random thing #5
Rock the beat, yeah, time to play, yeah
I'm away on holiday
Im still trying to convince myself that i have a holiday.
No such luck anyway.
I'm on chill and relax
Hey theres only 3 days left -.-

Random thing #6
37 online
5 busy
5 away
1 blocked (HAHAHA)
0 to talk to

Random thing #7
Nonsense tml :D

Random thing #8
YUANZ, SHELZ, JOANZ AND ME started this level up thing today.
Quite funny.
I leveled up like a million times during lunch.
We level up everytime we say something funny.
We just had to restart because overly childish says so.
Nevermind, im still funny, im still the top scorer.
But actually funny people dont care about their level.

Random thing #9
Im bored :/

Random thing #10
I wanna meet you on the other side of this charade.
Maybe.

lostreverie-

hello i feel like a cow today.

Just emotions taking me over.

Too strong for too long.

HAHA AMANDA HERES MY POST!

Another reason

And I'm too tired to try;

Que sera sera.

NITROME

Take me away.

花语

唱歌的蝉，把星星都吵醒，月光晒得很凉快

Confused perfectionist.

Risks.

要懂得珍惜爱才完美

你很搞笑, 你很奇怪, 你头发很乱.

This is sunday's post.

hello, i have no life.

I post two pictures ok.

如果我说 爱我没有如果

Is it half empty.

Dead people.

KIMBUM!

Its like.

XINMIN'S CRAZYYYYYY!

Obviously!

Nobody, nobody, but chuuuuuu~

Cause love works when we give Him room to move.

Bad day.

Biology.

救命

好无聊

It dosent get easier, you get stronger.

I hate it.

When it gets hard, let me know what to do.

Good and evil.

Said im okay but i know how to lie.

RAWRRRRR!

A little closer to.

Man watcha doing.

等待更多的等待

Alamak!

CRAPO THE CAPO.

And your love is all that I need !

Just undiscovered most of the time.

Your gravity's makin' me dizzy

In no particular order.

not yet.

Give anything but I won't give up.

Everything's okay, nothing feels broken.

Take it to a whisper.

Margins.

傻瓜就傻瓜

Have Your way in me.

About.

Archives

Good like it should be.

For tomorrow:

Run, dont walk the sky is falling through

Ahsjab

Built to last.

'cause you're so lame.

Cause when it comes to you.

One more.

Two more.

Surfin'

Three more.

Four more.

ohohoh!

Complete.

HAHAHA

100 x 100

Reluctance.

And i dream about you all the time.

And i could tell you.

I fell right through the cracks.

Which To Bury, Us Or The Hatchet.

( and just forget the world )

Like a rollercoaster ride.

人类的心是个无底洞

如果我说　爱我没有如果